The dystopia of utopia (jacksepticeye X reader)

"Home Sweet Home" I think...

Lyric to the songs will be Bold and Italic.
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I was awoken by some guards grabbing onto my arms and pulling me to my feet. I sighed a relief noticing I still had clothes on. I thrashed still not trusting them. I did couldn't do anything to stop them. I was weak and powerless from the lost of sleep. I felt drowse while being half-heatedly dragged into a makeshift town. I stop struggling after a while and just watched while my body stayed limp. I noticed Mark and Jack putting up more of a fight with their guards, and I couldn't help struggle a bit. Slowly I started to struggle more as Jack and Mark disappeared every corner we turned. I wanted to feel safe. I didn't want to be here any more. This is what we get for trying to help others. This is what we get for trying to give others a smile. Even when we were down we put that aside just to help others out and make them laugh. Why were we hear? Did the world not want us anymore? Are we now just the forgotten? We're we not needed in this world anymore? Are they just going to throw us away like old broken toys? As I was in this forsaken place I realised I was questioning myself more and more. I wouldn't give up however, I might not have a lot of fight in me, or sleep really, but I wanted to feel safe. I only felt safe with them. My eyes started tearing up and I felt hot tears rolling down my cheeks as I thrashed more and more until I was like a wild animal that couldn't be contained. I had a deep growl in my throat as the tears kept coming. I knew I didn't look okay, in fact I probably looked crazy, but I didn't care. They finally couldn't hold me back any more my determination to get to safety won over strength. I ran. I ran as fast as I could to Jack and Mark. They stop dead in their tracked once they saw me. I ran into Jack arms crying like a madman. Meanwhile they just shushed me and petted my hair down to the best of their abilities. They were chained and the two men leading them were gawking at me. They obviously just saw what happened. I wasn't completely listening to Jack. I couldn't really hear him over my sobs. "Shh... It's... (Y/n)..." was all I heard. Then I was being pulled away from them again. I didn't want to leave the comfort of Jacks arms, not again. As I was struggling Jack stopped. He looked at my faces with his mouth hanging wide open. Mark noticed and followed his gaze only to make the same stance. "...Who... Revenge!" I heard as we got completely separated. I finally gave up and blacked out.

~•~ Evil time skip ):3 ~•~

I woke up to a sad looking room. The walls were gray and so were the sheets on top of me. There was one lonely window in the corner of the room; under it was a white dresser. My vision was still somewhat blurry, but I could make out a figure asleep on a chair beside me. I blinked the sleep away from my eyes noticing Jack was the figure on the chair. I sat up and winced as pain shot up to my head. I looked to the floor and noticed Mark was asleep to. I slowly got out of bed hoping I would have enough strength to walk. Not caring if I woke them up I limped out of the room. Once I was out I started humming to Hello by Evanescence. I roll up the sleeves of my jumpsuit. Seeing the cuts I decided to roll them back down. Limping, I finally reach a bathroom. I closed and locked the door. Standing over the sink, I look at my face and the tears fall again. My eyes were red from lack of sleep, my lips were blue, and I had a mix of dirt and dried blood on my face. I turn on the faucet, hoping no one would hear my sobs. Backing to the wall I slowly slide to the ground. Pulling my knees to my chest and burring my face in them, I continue to cry, letting it all out.

Five minutes later, I hear a knock, and then comes Jacks voice, "Y/n? You okay in there?" I silent myself and try and stead my breathing. Then I hear Jack falling to the ground outside the door. He starts to hum a tune and soon starts singing.

"I try to face the fight within, But it's over, I'm ready for the riot to begin, And surrender, I walked the path that led me to the end, Remember, I'm caught beneath with nothing left to give, Forever." As he sings I continue to hum the song.

"When angels fall with broken wings, I can't give up, I can't give in, When all is lost and daylight ends, I'll carry you and we will live forever, forever, Grey skies will chase the light away, No longer, I fought the fight now only dark remains, Forever, Divided I will stand, And I will let this end."

Reaching up I unlocked the door still humming and chocking on sobs. Jack opened the door, walked in, pulled me onto his lap and hugged me close to him. I stopped humming and sobbed on his shoulder. "When angels fall with broken wings, I can't give up, I can't give in, When all is lost and daylight ends, I'll carry you and we will live forever, forever, The sun begins to rise, And wash away the sky, The turning of the tide, Don't leave it all behind, When angels fall with broken wings, I can't give up, I can't give in, When all is lost and daylight ends, I'll carry you and we will live forever, forever, Forever, forever."

After he finished we sat there. Jack comforted me while I continued to sob. I could feel him struggling under my weight so I tried to move, but he held me in place. He started petting my head and whispering to me, but I couldn't hear. I was drifting in and out of consciousness.

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A/n:

Well finally we go away from them, or did we? I know I said I wasn't going to put this in other people's perspective but I am going to add a new character who is going to help us keep in contact with the outside world. And by us I mean the readers not the characters. Wow, longest chapter so far it came down to a little over 1k words not including the authors note. Also I wrote this on my computer so tell me if I did better or not?
Also the schedule is kinda going out the door for a bit since school started up again. For now I'm just ganna post whenever I can although I would like to try and stick with it as much as possible.

As always thanks for reading, commenting, and voting everything helps! And remember stay beautiful! 
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