[Julia's outfit ☝🏻️]
Julia's p.o.v;
I felt the tears...how they escaped my eyes causing me to see unclear. How they rolled down my soft cheeks...
It was all a lie...Gabriel...oh my god...
How could I be so stupid ?!
It was Grayson all the time...
I feel like throwing up!
"Julia ?" My mom yelled from downstairs.
"Yes ?" I quickly wiped my tears away.
"Grayson is here."
What ? But I didn't texted him yet!
"Okay, just a second." I yelled while looking at myself in the mirror.
I forgot to do my make up...well I don't really use make up.
But I have a lot!
I quickly took my mascara and did my lashes.
Then I took a nude lipstick and did my lips.
I think that's enough...I don't have pimples or something like that so...
"Julia!" My mom knocked on my door.
"1 minute."
I looked one last time in the mirror and took a deep breath.
I was just a fancy game for him...
I took my phone and headed downstairs.
"Wow...I almost forgot that you can look like a princess." My mom said excited.
"Mom." I groaned.
"When was the last time you wore a dress ? 6 or 7 years ago, right ?"
I ignored her question and took my heels on.
"You're beautiful." She smiled as she looked me up and down.
"Thank you." I kissed her cheek.
"Have fun but not to much." She kissed my temple.
"Don't worry, I won't." I smiled and walked out, where I saw Grayson in his car looking in my direction.
My smile faded as I walked closer to him.
I got into the car and waved to my mom.
It was already pretty dark.
"Hey." Grayson said. "You look beautiful."
I ignored him.
"Hello ?"
"Start the car." I rolled my eyes.
"Look, when it's about the kiss then-"
"Just start the car Grayson..." I raised my voice.
He started the car and started driving.
"Did I do something ?" He asked while looking at the road.
I shook my head and laughed lightly to myself.
"What's wrong ?" He asked.
Don't cry Julia! Don't cry! You're way to strong to cry over this!
"Is it about the kiss ? I'm sorry about that!"
"Suddenly ?" I raised my eyebrows.
"I'm sorry." He said softly, still looking at the road.
"You know what ? You're an asshole Grayson! Yes, in fact you're the biggest asshole in my eyes and you'll always stay one!" I said clearly.
"Okay, even though we don't talk much I know you-"
"Just because you played Gabriel and lied to me about everything while I was honest with you it doesn't mean that you know shit about me!" I yelled.
No...I didn't...oh my fuck.
He stopped the whole car once again like he did it the other time.
Luckily there were again no car's around us.
"You know it ?" He unbuckled his seatbelt and looked at me.
"That is a stupid question!" I mumbled.
"Since when ?"
"Today."
We stayed silent for a few minutes till I couldn't take it anymore and just started crying.
"I was honest with you!" He put his arm around me.
"Of course you was!" I said sarcastically.
"I really was!" He put my head in his chest.
I breathed his cologne in, causing me to stop crying.
"You're special! I was 100% honest with you, I swear!" He pulled me away from his chest and put his thumb under my chin.
I looked up at him with glossy eyes.
"I want you." He whispered.
"How can I be sure ?" I looked him directly in his eyes.
He softly connected our lips.
They moved perfectly in sync.
I whimpered a little as he slide his hand down to my waist and squeezed it.
Our tongues fought for dominance while I put my hand on his cheek, slowly sliding it down to his neck.
He pulled away with red lips and a toothy smile across his face.
"I love you." He whispered.
I just looked at him...
"I really do." He added.
I still didn't said anything.
"Please say you love me back." He stroked my cheek with his thumb.
"I don't know." I bite my bottom lip.
"You won't regret it! I'll show you in many ways how much I appreciate and love you." He put his head in the crook of my neck.
"Grayson!" I pushed his head away with my hand. "I don't love you anymore the way I did."
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I know I said I'll update on Tuesday but here I am...😂✌🏻️
Sorry for any mistakes.
I hope you guys liked it.
-M💕
