"I don't want everything Grayson." I shook my head and looked him directly into his eyes. "I just want one thing from my boyfriend. I want to feel loved just by him looking at me. Like I am the one for him and everything he was ever looking for!"
"But I am looking at you like this!" He said as he put his hand on my cheek.
"But I don't feel loved."
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He took a deep breath and leaned back.
"Then how about we just start with a normal friendship ?" He asked.
"A friendship ?" I raised my eyebrows.
"Yeah. Friends, then best friends and then we become lovers." He smiled.
"What if I still don't love you after all this ?" I asked serious.
"Then I guess we just stay friends or whatever we are."
"Okay." I smiled.
"But I have one question." He played with his fingers. "Can we kiss sometimes or-"
"No!" I got up.
"Can I at least kiss you now ?" He also got up.
I thought for a moment and crossed my arms.
"Just one kiss ?" I asked to get sure.
"Just one kiss." He smiled.
"Fine."
He smiled widely and put his hands on my hips. I wrapped my arms around his neck and waited for him to lean in.
"What are you waiting for ?" I snapped him out of whatever he was thinking.
"O-oh yeah, sorry."
He leaned in but as he was about to touch my lips we both began to laugh.
"This is so awkward." He said as he looked somewhere in the distance, still holding onto my hips.
I leaned my head against his chest as I continued to laugh with him.
"This isn't even that funny." We both said at the same time.
We were red in our face and still smiling widely.
"Then why are you laughing ?" We also said at the same time.
"Because of your laugh." We said in sync once again.
We both finally stopped.
"Okay, now." I said.
"What now ?" He asked confused.
"Kiss me." I giggled.
He leaned in and connected our lips.
He started to move his lips against mine.
I did the same and played with his soft hair.
He lowered his grip from my hips down to cup my butt.
He squeezed it lightly causing me to moan into the kiss and him to smirk.
"Can I sleep at yours today ?" He pulled away.
"What ?" I asked confused.
"Can I sleep at yours ?" He said again.
"I'm not going to have sex with you Grayson!"
"I don't want sex. Just cuddling." He smiled sweetly.
"We're just friends remember ? And the kiss or make out what ever you wanna call it, was the 3 and the last time." I said clearly.
"But friends have sleepovers."
"But we're not this kind of friends! Well, not yet." I stepped one step back.
"Please..." He begged.
"What will your parents say ?"
"Nothing." He shrugged with his shoulders.
"Well then I- I think you can - I mean - no - n-no!" I stuttered.
"I know you want me to stay." He winked.
"Watch your mouth friend." I warned him.
"Come on..."
Oh god...
"A sleepover! No sex. No kiss. Just a sleepover!" I said.
"Just a sleepover."
"Okay."
I am a hoe!
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I slowly closed my bedroom door.
My parents and my sister were already asleep.
Grayson was sitting on my bed staring at me.
"So what now ?" He asked.
"I think if that's a sleepover, we should also do thinks people do on sleepovers." I smirked.
"Watch movies ?" He asked confused.
"Better." I shook my head.
I walked towards my dressing table and put all my make up out.
This is going to be fun...
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Sorry for any mistakes.
I hope you guys liked it 🤗❤️
-M💕
