"Maybe I do love you but I am to scared to admit it to myself because I knew you wouldn't stay loyal. And you know what ?! I am so glad that I denied you the whole time!"
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Julia's p.o.v;
His face went from anger to sadness and guilty.
He sat down beside me and gazed at the ground.
"If you would be with you, I wouldn't have done it." He said softly.
"Of course you wouldn't. I mean it's you, Grayson Dolan. The guy who made out with almost every girl in our school. And god knows how many you were sleeping with..." I said sarcastically and raised my voice with every word.
"Okay, I know I have a bad reputation. But I swear I am a virgin. I made out with a lot of girls. And I broke the hearts of a lot of girls! But I am sorry. I'd change for you. I truly love you. And you don't know how hard it is to tell you every freaking time I can how much I love you because I know you don't love me back." He said on the verge of tears. "You showed me how it feels when your heart breaks into million of pieces."
By now I felt tears storm down my cheeks.
"I never thought that I would love someone the way I love you. You're special. Not just for me, for anyone. I love every single inch of you!" Tears escaped the corner of his eyes.
I slowly put my shaky hand on his cheek and wiped his tears away with the tip of my thumb.
"You're the first girl I am crying over." He whispered. "I can't be just friends with you. I want to kiss you every second I spend with you."
"Then what are you waiting for ?" My voice cracked.
"What ?" His eyes went wide open.
"You heard me." I wiped my tears.
He cupped my cheeks and gently laid his lips on mine.
It was a very slow and passionately kiss.
"My house is not far away from here. About 5 minutes." Grayson said as he pressed his forehead onto mine.
"Let's go." I smiled and took his hand.
We started to ran hand in hand towards his house.
"I-I'm already out o-of breath." I said laughing while running.
"Just a minute." He ran faster, squeezing my hand.
When we arrived his house, he quickly unlocked the door.
Everything was dark.
"Who's home ?" I whispered.
"My parents and Cameron." He whispered back.
"Where's Ethan ?"
"Also at the party."
"Oh." I nodded.
"We have to be quit." He closed the front door and tugged me on my arm upstairs to his room.
He locked his bedroom door, while I laid down on his bed.
He kicked his shoes off along with his socks, I watched him and did the same.
He jogged over to me and laid in between my legs, kissing my lips.
He took his shirt off in one shift motion.
I sat up and also took my shirt off.
He unclasped my bra and let it slide down my arms.
"So beautiful." He mumbled as he admired my chest.
He connected his lips with my left breast and started to prepare it with kisses.
I laid back down on my back and let him do whatever he was doing.
"You want me to stop ?" He pecked my lips.
"No." I shook my head.
He smiled and unzipped his pants.
I slide my shorts down my legs and watched him as he did the same with his pants.
He kissed down my stomach till he reached my panties.
A/N: I hate the word "panties".
He looked me in the eyes as he slide them down my cold legs.
He also quickly took his boxers of and threw them to the side, giving me a perfect view.
Damn he's big...
He spread my legs open and lined his self up against my entrance.
"You ready ?" He asked.
"Ye- no!" I sat up.
"W-what's wrong ?" He asked worried.
"The condom!"
"Oh yeah." He quickly got one out of his nightstand and put it around his shaft.
He positioned his member again against my entrance and asked me one more time. "Ready ?"
I smiled at him while nodding my head.
He gently pushed himself in me causing me to hiss.
"Does it hurt ?" He whispered in my ear.
"N-no. It just feels weird." I mumbled.
"Okay, good." He began to thrust at a low space in and out.
"Ugh..." I hissed a little to loud, making Grayson put his hand over my mouth. "Now it hurts a little."
"It will go away in a few seconds." He stroked my cheek and continued to thrust.
He put his head in the crook of my neck.
I felt him suck and twirl his tongue around my skin.
"I love you so much." He whispered huskily.
"Mmhh." Was all I said.
My whole body was by now full with pleasure.
He thrusted his hips harder into mine causing me to whimper.
"Gray." I moaned.
"Psshht." He pecked my lips.
I bite on his shoulder as help not to moan.
My arms were wrapped around his bare, muscular back.
"Oh my gosh." His thrusts got sloppier with every thrust he made.
He pressed his lips together and squeezed his eyes shut.
I knew he was reaching his high.
"That was amazing." He collapsed next to me.
We both were breathing heavily and sweating like crazy.
He threw the covers over us and spooned me.
"Good night Grayson." I closed my eyes.
"Good night love." He pressed me harder against his chest.
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I feel so uncomfortable writing this lmao...
Sorry for any mistakes.
I hope you guys liked it 🤗❤️
-M💕
