Tyler's pov:
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when Jenna was around, everything was okay. all of my worries melted away like ice in the sun. she's a good friend. "what did you need to get away from?" she sat down on the bench with me after I made space for her. "from people." I told her. she looked at me with a worried expression. "Does that mean you need to get away from me?" she asked. we were now making solid eye contact while I thought of something to say. Jenna is so precious. I'm glad I was crying that day in kindergarten or else we probably wouldn't of ended up here. "No. You're not just another person to me. I don't need to get away from you." She seamed relived. She wasn't tensing up anymore.
the color of the clouds made her eyes shine like the moon. her eyes shine all the time actually, in a way that you can only truly see in person.
School was over by now so we said our goodbyes and parted ways. I got home and ran up to my room immediately.
I'm sitting on my bed. Just thinking. I was glad Jenna came but I didn't want her to see me like that. I got a text from Josh asking where I was. but I'm continuing to sit on my bed, ignoring him. I just want to be alone for once. Why is that so hard? But a part of me also doesn't want to be alone. I'd be too lonely. what's wrong with me?
YOUA RE A LONE. NOO NE C ARES
that's not true. I'm not alone. People care about me.
YOUW ILL NEVER B E GOODE NOUGH NEVERNEVERNEVERNEVERNEVERNEVER
stop. be quiet.
NEVERNEVERNEVERNEVERNEVERNEVER I WI LL ALWAY S BE HER E
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can we be friends?//Jyler
FanficJenna black is a little girl who just moved to Ohio. she meets a very interesting little boy. (Jenna and Tyler are the same age in this. they're five years old in the beginning) short chapters. By em.
