I don't know what to do with my life anymore. Everyone seems to have their whole future ahead of them. But I don't even know what I want my career to be. And ugh, I don't know if I want to go figure skating tomorrow. I don't want to go outside, but I don't want to be stuck with my family either. My mom keeps bugging me about an old friend. We swam together on a team and we were best friends, but she just looks happier with her new friends, and I just don't click with them. They're pieces of one puzzle and I'm a piece of a another. My mom keeps making me run into her "accidentally" and she keeps trying to make hang out. It's just awkward and stressful and I just want to be alone sometimes. Sometimes I wonder if life would be easier if we were all alone. Bleh, I'm being depressing again aren't I. Sorry.
