pt. 1 ?

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i hate my life.
i hate my body.
i hate myself.
i hate everything.
i hate the world.
i feel like everything,
everyone is against me.
i don't get it,
all i ask is why?
what did i do,
to deserve to feel this way..
why me?
why am i so hurt?
why do i push people away from me?
ugh.
i wish for a lot of things,
but don't we all?
aren't wishes supposed to
come true?
i thought they were..
but i just
want to go
back when..
i was just a little girl
everyone will adore me
and pay attention to me
and now im a teenager
and society isn't all great,
but when will it be good
and when people will not judge you.
but will that ever happen?
i bet not,
but again i'll wish for it.
i doubt it'll come true though.

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