i feel like I'm swimming through a deep, dark ocean...
but I'm only in my living room, lying on the couch.
my sweat beads up, and it drips down like a waterfall.
i can't get up, even though I want to.
it's this gravitational force that brings me down, both soul and body.
it's also the chains that you put on me when I didn't notice.
so here I am, in this dreaded humidity, which isn't the source of my tears.
