The Princess that gave me Nightmares

The Nightmare

I once met a girl named "Hime" online when she became my co-admin at our anime page, Now Hime doesnt really talk that much to our fellow page admins, and i didnt even chat her thats much cause by the fact that i have a girlfriend that time, and we are not that close, i only see her back then as another co-admin who doesnt want to talk to fellow admins, i didnt even think of the possibility that i might befriends with her,

2 weeks past when she first came to our page, me and my girlfriend phoebe broke up, i was so bummed that time about the break-up, i was in a bad mood for a week till i got over it, but the fact that i feel empty and lonely i decided to chat other people or strangers again just to entertain myself, and one of the people i chatted was Hime , i said Hi then she reply Hello, then we got to know each other more and more, im starting to be entertained cause she is so talkative, she always show me her drawings(digital) and she always ask me if its ugly , but i always say its awesome coz her drawings and works are good , so days and weeks have pass we became super close and shes the only one who i kept chatting day in and day out, we got to know each other better, shes always happy and laughing coz of my jokes , and at the same time i enjoy her company.

Until one day im starting to feel something towards her....

"I think im inlove with her"

I said to myself, but im having doubts at the same time, i ignored that feeling and just keep on being her friend, until one day, Hime said to me "Hey dont leave me okay? Stay and always talk to Hime-chan ok?" After reading that message , my heart beat'd fast , then replied "Ofcourse senpai will never leave you , ill always be here and talk to ya " She ask me "Promised? " Then i just replied "Yes promise :)"

Later that night when i was trying to get some sleep after a whole day of chatting im thinking if what im feeling is real, i keep asking myself the same questions over and over.....

"Am i really inlove with her??"
"Should i go for it?"
"She wouldnt even like me, she does only see me as a friend?? Right??"

I kept on thinking that while doubting , until i realized i fell asleep...

The next morning..

I asked her what he likes in a guy?? She said..

"Ehh thats a weird way to ask so early in the morning , well in a guy i prefer just a simple guy who would love me and care for me thats all :)"

After reading what she said i felt something is pushing me to go for her without thinking my fingers just typed and replied on its own....

"Hime can i uhmm. Weve been friends for a long time and i think i have...."