We were all sitting on the black sofas and chairs with the tv on in the background, MTV blaring out.Bill was curled up in the corner with a vegan hot chocolate, engrossed in whoever was singing, Tom had his accoustic guitar out and was strumming little tunes to himself, Georg was texting his girlfriend (a/n I'm not sure if they're still together) and Gustav was reading a book.
I had tried to read it over his shoulder, but it was written in German, so I didn't understand enough to enjoy it.I sat back in the chair and realised I was going to have to leave soon and find a proper place to stay.
The reason I had come to Germany was. . . . . . .well. . . just to get away.My parents hated me and didn't care if I was dead or alive and everyone at school thought I was the gay emo freak who listened to screaming.I was bisexual, emo and did listen to metalcore but that didn't give them the right to bully me! So I left.
I packed my bags and caught the next plane to Germany.Why there,you say? Because I wanted to see where my heroes grew up.I wanted to walk the same streets as them, eat the same food as them.I wanted to be part of their world.
And here I am, sitting in the Kaulitz twins house, never in my wildest dreams did I ever think this would happen! But all dreams must eventually end and I feared mine was almost over.
I sighed and began to get up."Guys its been really sweet of you to let me stay here and all, but I really should be leaving.I have to find a place to stay." Bills head snapped away from the tv and looked at me,"You can't leave, not yet!" Everyone turned and looked at him.He blushed to the roots of his jet black hair and was suddenly very interested in his fingernails.
Tom turned back to look at me,"He's right.you know.It would be really rude!" I was horrified! I didn't want them thinking I was rude! "I'm sorry, I don't want to be rude but I can't just stay here forever"
"Why not? Is there something wrong with us?" This time it was Georg who spoke. "No! There's nothing wrong, you're all more perfect than I ever imagined!" Did I really just say that out loud? Oh well, might as well carry on."When I came here I had nothing.I had run away because I was sick and tired of being ignored and called the gay emo freak. I didn't know why I came here it was just a crazy idea in my head.Then you guys came and picked me up and let me stay in your house.It was like a dream come true.You saved me and I'm forever grateful"
When I finished my outburst, there was complete silence.I sat back down and to my shame I felt hot tears leaking down my cheeks.Bill came over and sat next to me.He gently brushed my hair away from my tear stained cheeks."Its ok Emilie,no one is ever going to make you cry again.Me and the guys can promise you that" He held my face in his hands, they were so warm and soft.He wiped a stray tear from my cheek.I looked up into his eyes and to my horror, saw that he too had tears in his perfect chocolate eyes.
"Why are you crying?" I hiccuped.He brought his face closer to mine, so his lips were against my ear,"Because I hate seeing you so sad."He whispered, his hot breath tickling my ear.
Behind us Gustav coughed awkwardly."Uh guys? Earth to Bill and Emile are you there?" I tore my eyes away from Bills and realised that all the guys were trying not to look awkward.They had obviously heard our whole conversation.With a start I noticed that Bill was sitting really close to me.At the same time he noticed and we sprang apart.
Tom laughed and wiggled his eyebrows, "Ooh! Look at the two love birds!" Bill and I both protested,"Don't be stupid Tom! We are not!" I looked over at him and we both blushed. "Come on guys, lets leave them to it" Tom got up and the two Gs followed him out.
