I jerked back to reality, what did he just say???
I stood glued to the spot as Bill sang his way through an acoustic version of 'phantomrider'. My cracked heart couldn't take any more and I slumped to the floor, tears pouring down my cheeks. And there I stayed, a sobbing heap until the set finished and heard them come off stage.
"Shit!", I mumbled under my breath. If just hearing Bills voice had reduced me to tears, then God knows what seeing him again would do! I scrambled towards the door.
"EMILIE?!?!?!" , he came running over, oh Jesus please don't do it Bill, please don't make it any harder that it already is!
Bills lips came crashing down on mine and - fuck me and my fucking feeling, oh how I wanted him. I kissed him back with all my strength.
Bills P.O.V
She looked broken, like a little china doll, standing by the door. It broke my heart when I realised it was my fault she had left. One stupid fucking kiss and I'd lost her. Well I wasn't going to loose her now.
"EMILIE?!?!?!", I screamed and rushed over. I crashed my lips onto hers. They were so warm and soft and tasted just like cherries. I sucked on her bottom lip, asking for entrance and she moaned in response, allowing me to slip my tongue into her mouth.
I pulled us closer together and Emilie pushed me up against the wall. God I wanted her so much!
I broke apart gasping for air.
Suddenly she slapped me hard across the cheek. I was about to howl in pain but before I had time to do anything the rest of the boys came into the corridor. "Emilie? is that you?", questioned Gustav. "Of course it is you nitwit! It's not like it's her twin sister Jemimah, is it!" said Tom sarcastically. Georg rolled his eyes and stared at me. "Did she slap you?" he asked incredulously.
I nodded and before anyone could ask questions I said, " But I deserved it. I was stupidly drunk and . . . . and I kissed another girl. It didn't mean anything! And I regret every second of it. Emilie I am so truly sorry. Can you forgive me schätzen ?"
I looked at her hopefully, seizing her hands and interlocking our fingers. She gazed up at me with tear filled eyes. Suddenly she moved her hand backwards as if she was going to hit me again! I closed my eyes and waited for the worst.
Instead I felt her fingers gently tuck my hair behind my ear and she whispered, " I don't want to forgive you. My heart can't handle another disappointment. But," and at this she choked slightly, " I will never stop loving you Bill Kaulitz. And so I have to forgive you"
I opened my eyes and pulled her around to face me. God she really was so beautiful. I leaned in and kissed her. "Um Bill," coughed Tom, "you wanna get a room or something?". I could feel myself blushing and looked over at Emilie to find she was blushing too.
"Aren't you going out tonight?" I hinted, hoping he'd get the message. Thankfully my brother isn't as stupid as he looks! "Come on guys," he motioned for Georg and Gustav to follow. They slammed the door and suddenly I was alone with Emilie.
"You want to come back to the bus?" I asked awkwardly. She nodded silently and followed me down the maze of corridors.
As soon as I had shut the door, I turned to Emilie and crashed my lips onto hers. She moaned and I felt my pants getting tighter. "Oh God I want you so much!" She put her hands around my waist grinded up against me.
I groaned in surprise and she slid her tongue into my mouth. I ran my hands down her sides and pulled her t-shirt over her head. Emilies eyes widened and she ran for the bed. "You can't get away from me!" I cried and slid under the blanket.
"Emilie?" I whispered. She giggled and I felt her hands tugging at the waistband off my pants.
* * * * * *
I turned over and there she was. The sun was streaming in the bus window hitting her face, making her skin glow. I smiled to myself, she looked just like an angel.
Emilie stirred and sleepily opened her eyes. "Good morning Bill" "Morning beatiful!" I kissed her forehead and gently nuzzled her nose. She giggled. "Last night was amazing" she said, blushing.
I moved closer until our noses were almost touching, "du bist kein vergessenes Kind mehr." Her eyes were bright with tears but instead of saying anything she pressed her lips against mine. They were warm and tasted slightly of vodka.
She broke away and whispered, "Seelenverwandte?"
I smiled and kissed her again, "Seelenverwandte."
