The sun streamed in the windows and hit Bills face perfectly. I smiled, he looked so cute when he was asleep.I got up and quietly crept downstairs so not to wake him.My baby needed his sleep.
I made his favourite breakfast;orange juice, porridge with golden syrup and berries and pancakes.Bill was being very quiet . He's probably still asleep, I thought to myself.I climbed the stairs and pushed the door open with my hip as I was carrying the tray.
Inside, the room was pitch black.Strange, I wondered, I thought I opened the curtains."Bill? are you awake?" I whispered. He didn't answer and a lump settled in my stomach.The room had suddenly got very cold.I dropped the tray and ran over to the bed, desperately feeling around for Bill.
He wasn't there and the bed was cold- just like he'd never been there! I slumped to the floor and curled into a ball.I began sobbing, he'd left me just like everyone else I'd ever cared about.No one wanted me, I was such a failure. I was a horrible human being, why would anybody want me?
I was broken and depressed.Useless,useless,useless! I heard voices all around me, useless,broken, depressed, ueseless, broken, depressed!I screamed at them to leave me alone but they just got louder and louder, drowning out any other thoughts in my head.I couldn't live without Bill.Useless, broken, depressed. . . . . . . . .
"Shh Emilie it's ok, I'm here now" I awoke in a cold sweat with tears pouring down my cheeks.I was trembling violently.Bills arm was around my shoulder and he was stroking my forehead."Bill",I sobbed"you left me just like everyone else!""Shh that would never happen I will always be here for you" I burried my face in his shoulder and hugged him tightly."I'm sorry",I mumbled"I had a nightmare"."Well I'm here now and it's ok",he whispered
Bills P.O.V
Through my sleepiness, I heard someone scream.It was Emilie! I rushed to her room and there she was tossing and turning in her bed, the sheets all twisted, shouting incoherent words.I sat on the bed next to her and gently placed my hand on her forehead.She was so cold and I shivered a little.
I put my other arm around her shoulder and murmured,"Shh Emilie it's ok I'm here now".She suddenly opened her eyes and began sobbing.She sounded terrified."You left me!" she sobbed.My blood turned to ice, that was what her nightmare was about, me leaving her?
Emilie had only been here a few days and already she was scared I'd leave her.Maybe she liked me more than I hoped.I reassured her that I would never leave and would always be here for her.She burried her face in my shoulder and hugged me tightly.For a small person, she was very strong!
"I'm sorry," she mumbled,"I had a nightmare" "Bill it was horrible!" She looked up at me with those amazingly blue eyes of hers and began sobbing again."Do you want to tell me about?" I asked gently.
She nodded and took some deep breaths,"You and I were. . . .together and I went to make you breakfast and then you weren't there and then there were voices.Horrible voices.Saying I was useless and broken and depressed"
I took a deep breath.Was she ready to hear this? Or was I ready to tell her?
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Sorry its so short I've got my Christmas exams. Please vote and comment! :) Danke schön
