My Girl II (BTS JIN FANFIC)

V

-2 Months Later-

-Jin POV-

Life has been great.

For me.

I can't even put it in words on how well life has been going for me so far.

First of all, I got the job. Which means I'm no longer an intern, I'm an official employee.

Though I still have to obtain my position as a doctor, but for now I'm a certified nurse in training.

Secondly, Tina also got the job, and she works with me in my station.

Which means that her and I only grew closer.

My income is stable, and my family is ok, work is great I love what I do, and I'm happy.

Nothing can ruin this as long as I'm careful.

Everything has gone so well, that I somehow grew a little more confidence in myself.

Perhaps now I can finally ask Tina out on a date?

I don't know. I panick every time I try to, she just looks at me, and I get all nervous, and then I don't ask her.

Sigh. It bugs me, honestly. I wish I would stay true to myself and man up.

Yet again, despite all the fortune that I earned, I look back at my past. As sad as it is.

My heart hurts every time I think about it, and I get angry as well.

Curse those who damaged my heart and stepped all over it, I know I'm on good terms with Hana but that doesn't mean anything.

I was mature enough to forgive her, but I still hold a grudge on what she did to me, despite that she didn't intend to.

I took a deep breath.

Tina has been trying to heal it since I started to get to know her, I appreciate it as well but I just can't seem to forget.

I've forgiven but... still.

Aside from that, I have yet to tell Tina what happened to me.

She's asked about what my past experiences with girls was like. I didn't have the guts to tell her, only because I felt embarrassed.

But one day I'll tell her.

Not any time soon though.

I don't know. Does it matter if I bring it up or not?

"Jin~"

Tina ᵔᴥᵔ

I turned my head and smiled, "Hello there, partner."

She laughed, "I need some gloves. I have to give a little girl some shots."

I handed her the box, "Try not to make her cry."

"When does that work?" She teased.

Tina is so beautiful, even when she's wearing her nurse outfit. She's still so stunning. I can't help but admire her.

Everything she does kills me inside, in a good way.

I hadn't felt this way since I fell for Hana....

Makes it bittersweet somehow.

Tina walked away from me.

If I don't ask her out now, I may never do so and I'll end up watching some other dude do it.

I have to man up!

"Hey Tina!" I called.

She turned around, "Yes, Jin?"