I got up and had breakfast, then I checked Facebook, I had messages for a lot of people asking if I had sex with Maddi, I replied to none, It was School, and when I got to school, me and Maddi were sitting down, and people were walking past us calling Maddie a slut and a whore, I was getting called a manwhore, probably because Im dating the hottest chick In school, she started crying, I comforted her and gave her a hug, she was crying into my chest, after each day, she got whiter and more quieter, I think she may have depression, Infact she does, and she lifted up her arm and she had cuts all up them, it was Friday, I walked Maddi home, she didn't live to far away from my house, and then I walked home, I felt really bad and I wanted to feel her pain, so I went upstairs, got a screwdriver, got a sharpener out of a packet, got the blade out, took a deep breath and, I sunk the Blade into my skin, deeper and deeper until a vein, I stop.
And then I move to a different place, I cut again and again and again, Blood and all up my arm, I wipe it and put bandaids on them. I lie in my bed, and fall asleep, I wake up and its 3:56 AM and I cant get back to sleep. I woke up, and my arm started bleeding again, so I got undressed and went in the shower, I was there for about 5 minutes and My skin started to wrinkle, so i got out, get dried up, disinfect my cuts and put clothes, I jump and lie down on my bed and I put my earphones in and listen to Nirvana, I get a phone call from Maddi's Mum.
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