Miracles Eyes

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Take Life Day By Day And Be Grateful For The Little Things Don't Be Caught Up In What You Cant Control. Focus On The Positive

I Woke Up Surprised To See Jayceon Still In Bed With Me. I Don't Know Why But I Was Positive He'd Be Gone When I Woke. I Needed To Go Pick Up My Prescription So I Tried My Best To Unwrap Jayceon Hands From Around Me But That Was A Fail, As Soon As I Touched Him He Woke Up "Whats Wrong? You Good?" I Smiled At How Concerned He Was " Yeah Um I Was Just Gonna Go Pick Up My Medicine" I Cant Lie I Was Slightly Embarrassed. He Nodded And Put On His Shirt And Shoes From Last Night But Left His chains " I Gotta Go Handle Some Business Real Quick But Ill Be Back Around Two So We Can Go To The Zoo Or Some Shit Just Be Ready " I Wasn't Sure How I Felt About It, I Dont Know If He Was Asking Me Out On A Date Or If He Was Just Trying To Be A Good Friend. The Zoo Was A Two And A Half Hour Drive And Sure I Spent More Then That With Him Last Night But I Was Sleep For Majority Of The Hours We Spent Together And The Car Ride Would Be Different. Before I Could Decline I Heard The Front Door Close. I Flopped Back In The Bed And Sighed.After Throwing On Some Sweats I Drove To Walgreens And Thought About If I Should Go Or Not, I Didn't Wanna Be Stuck In The House, I Have No Classes Today And My Mind Would Have Just Focused On The Bad News From Yesterday I Already Know. I Guess It Wouldn't Hurt Going On An Outing With Him. Once I Got Back Home I Took My Medicine, Drank Some Water And Took A Long Hot Shower, I Felt New And Refreshed. Sliding My Panties On I Noticed A Tall Figure Enter My Room From The Corner Of My Eye " Jay You Scared Me" I Didn't Even Hear Him Come In " Why Didn't You Lock The Door After I Left, That Wasn't Smart" I Proceeded Getting Ready Pulling Up My Pants "Oops" I Wonder If My Sarcasm Was Obvious. It Must Have Been Because He Left The Room Without Another Word. Putting My Shoes On I Reached For My Wallet And Phone With My Free Hand " Im Ready" I Walked In The Living Room Seeing Jayceon On His Phone " If Your Just Gonna Be On The Phone Maybe I Should Just Stay Home" I Sounded Ruder Then I Intended. He Has A Habit Of Ignoring Me And I Don't Like It. I Followed Jayceon To His Black Bentley And Sat In The Passenger Seat "Did You Get Your Medicine" We Had Just Entered The Freeway And I Had A Feeling This Was Gonna Be A Long Ride "Yeah I Did, Thanks For Asking" He Nodded His Head. The Ride Was Silent For A Few Minutes Until I Heard One Of My Favorite Songs On The Radio. I Began Singing, Mostly Yelling But Still

We just vibin' we just cruisin'baby
Forever me and you cause i'm losing track of time and I hope i'm not wasting my time my time my time my time
Weed, I don't smoke that but for you I'll do anything so lets roll that baby
Its me and you in this room, ain't no telling what we're gonna do
Baby we're floating on clouds, shutting the whole world out

"Is That Right" Jayceon Smirked. I Looked Over Laughing " So Tell Me About Your Self" I Spilled My Issues Last Night I Felt It Was His Turn. He Looked Over At Me, Licked His Lips Then Looked Back To The Road " What You Wanna Know " I Thought About Asking Why He Was So Mean " Why Did You Go To Jail, I Mean I Know Why But Like How. You And Your Brother Are So Smart I Know You Didn't Get Caught Up" He Shook His Head "Caught Up With A Bitch. Karlie Saw Me With Some Other Female So She Snitched On Me, I Had Just Shot Some Dude Over By My Old House And Besides My Brother She Was The Only One Who Knew I Did It" I Was Confused "If Karlie Is The Reason You Got Locked Up Why Are You With Her" It Didn't Make Sense To Me "Thats Not My Girl I Don't Know How Many Times I Gotta Tell You That, I Fuck A Lot Of Different Bitches And She Just So Happen To Be One Of Them Still" He Sounded Upset. I Didn't Mean To Upset Him I Was Just Asking A Question "Be Careful" I Said In Regards To Him Fucking A Lot Of Females " What Kinda Like You Were Being" At That Moment I Instantly Regretted Telling Him. I Could Feel My Eyes Water. I Hate That I Was So Sensitive, I Nodded My Head Slowly " I Guess I Deserved That" I Started Texting Lira. She Said She Had A Surprise For Me So We Made Plans To Get Together Tomorrow At My Place "Nah Love You Didnt, Im Sorry" I Stayed Quiet, I Didn't Wanna Say It Was Okay Because It Wasn't. I Guess He Took My Silence As his Time To Tell Me More About Him. He Talked To Me About His Childhood, How It Was For Him Growing Up And What Made Him And His Brother Start Hustlin. He Talked The Whole Car Ride Even Cracking Some Jokes That Made Us Both Laugh. I Was Beginning To See Another Side Of Him, I Liked It. I Preferred This Jayceon Over The One Who Just Hurt My Feelings.Once We Got To The Zoo I Was In Instant Kid Mode. I Dragged Jayceon To All Different Kinds Of Animals And Stopped At The Tiger "Take My Picture" I Sounded Like A Kid In A Candy Store, The Excitement In My Voice Made Him Laugh. He Pulled Out His Phone And Snapped A Picture, I Think Even A Few Off Guards Because He Started Giggling "Alright Alright Lets Go Get A Churro" I Grabbed His Arm And Pulled Him In The Direction Of The Churros. I Stopped Abruptly "Wait No" I Thought About It "Lets Get A Funnel Cake" Once Again I Grabbed His Arm And Led Him To The Direction Of The Funnel Cakes. I Could Hear Him Laughing From Behind Me. Ultimately I Decided On A Churro "You Should Feel Special I Never Let Anyone Eat In My Car" I Licked The Cinnamon Off My Lips "Where Are We Going" I Noticed We Were Headed In The Opposite Direction Of My Apartment "I Have A Restaurant In Dallas. I Haven't Checked On It In A While, You Don't Mind Do You Love? I Can Take You Home If You Want" I Shook My Head "No, You Can Feed Me.The Least You Could Do Since You Wouldn't Ride The Elephants With Me" He Laughed "Those Are Wild Animals For A Reason I Was Not Fuckin With It" He Laughed More " So You Like Animals?" I Shook My Head And Smiled "Yes, I Love Being Able To See Them In Person They Never Fail To Amaze Me" He Nodded "You Ever Been To That New Aquarium?" I Thought About It "No Actually I Was Thinking About Going With Lira For My Birthday" I Heard It Was A Really Beautiful Place "Let Me Take You" I Dont Want Jayceon To Be Doing All These Things Out Of Pitty, Because He Feels Bad For Me "I Don't Need Your Pity. I Appreciate You Being Nice To Me But I Want It To Come Out Your Heart, I Don't Want You To Be Doing All Of This Because You Feel Bad For Me, I'll Be Fine" I Looked Over At Jayceon To See Him Smiling "You Looked Cute When You Said That" I Tried So Hard Not To Smile Back "I Don't Pity You Love, Yeah It Sucks To See You Go Through That Because Of That Bitch Ass Nigga But Believe Me Love, Everything I've Done Including Laying In Bed With You, Listening To Everything You Had To Say And Even Opening Up To You Myself Has All Been From The Heart" I Smiled Satisfied With His Answer. This Day, Well Night Couldn't Get Any Better