It has been a month and a half.
And I had not heard from Dan, or even looked at a picture of him. I threw them all in a trash bin next to the kitchen. But I don't think I'm ready to throw them out completely, they just kind of sit there. And I struggle everyday not to look at them.I've forgotten what Dan Howell looks like.
After years of memorizing his face, and watching him grow.
I just don't remember what he looks like.
I remember what he sounds like, because I've spent years hearing him talk through the wall and to me.
But after months of not looking at him once,
Who's Dan Howell?"Howell..." I say the surname over and over, trying to remember how it sounds.
"Dan Howell.." The name rolls off my tongue like nothing. I slump my shoulders.
I eat grapes with a fork in my room, listening to "Ruby" by Twenty Øne Pilots.
I sink into the sheets towards the end of the song where Tyler screams "you're an angel" and I feel my heart beating against the pillow.It's about time that I stop this and go outside, but I never want to leave my bed.
On the other hand, Alfie invited me to his place for a part or something with the specific words, 'Don't bring your expensive belongings.'
Whatever that means.But that's until later.
For right now,
I'm going to watch a classic Disney film. Or whatever comes on the TV.
I flip through channels and stop on a movie that is almost too familiar."We've picked up a slight irregularity in the magnetic containment field."
Dan's voice fills the room and I feel myself almost in tears as I watch the rest of Big Hero 6.
Now I remember what he sounds like.
I hug my pillow tightly and watch through.I look over at the clock and it's almost 6:30, so I assume I should start getting ready.
I put on my blue plaid button-down and black skinny jeans, along with black shoes.
And not to forget,
Party glasses >:]I grab a batch of grapes and quietly feed myself them like how the kings used to get fed grapes.
Yeah, I'm creative. And a king 👑.I look at the clock and decide that now it's time to leave.
I open the door, whilst grabbing my phone and keys and putting them into my pockets.Walking down the street to call an Uber because my certain block is causing traffic.
I call an Uber from the end of the street and wait for it to arrive.
Once it does, I get in and put in my earphone to pass the time.
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The Boy With The Blue Eyes; Phan
Fanfictionbook two, to the 'boy' trilogy Phil discovers something, which leaves him to carry on with his life, but the discovery brings much more trouble.