the secret boyfriend (kian lawley / o2l fanfiction)

Taco bell

I casually walked to Taco Bell and saw Jc, Sam, and kian.

Yup kian the hottest man on the planet.

"Hey, Jenna watcha looking at?"

Sam said jokingly

"Uh nothing" I answered nervously since I was obvisiously staring at kian

I'm pretty sure Sam knows about me and kian, but doesn't say anything.

We went up and got our food then sat down all I got was a slushie. I'm not that hungry.

Ok honestly I'm starving, but I don't wanna be any fatter then I already am.

I avoid eye contact with the guys so they don't get suspicious.

Jc already is. he's seen me cut before. I thought the door was locked, but I was mistaken. he made me promise to never do cut again.

My fingers we crossed.

"You okay, Jenna?" Sam asked concerningly.

.

"Yeah I'm fine" I replied

"You don't look fine" Sam said suspiciously.

"I said I'm fine okay?!" I yelled before leaving out the door

Honestly I didn't want them to see me cry.

It's all the bullying, depression, and just keeping me and kian a secret.

I quickly ran to kian and I's oak tree.

Sam must have know that's were I had gone and came after me.

"I know something's wrong" Sam said

"Sam I said I'm fine" I said not making eye contact.

"Is this about what happened last month, Jc kinda told me". Sam said while looking down and running the back of his neck.

I looked down.

"Is all this about you and kian?" Sam asked suddenly.

I looked at him shocked. how could he know?! did kian tell him?

"You guys make it so obvious, Jenna the way you look at each other I even saw you guys kiss last week behind he oak tree" he said seriously

"Oh umm kinda" I said still avoiding eye contact.

"Yah know Jenna, I always had a crush on you, I always thought you would choose me over kian." He said looking me in the eye.

What the hell did he just confess that he liked me, and thought I would choose him over kian?!

Suddenly I see Sam leaning in to kiss me.

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Yup a cliff hanger! 😊