January 19th, 2016

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I feel like my life is worthless.. I am worthless. Last night, my step dad "talked" to me about me being able to talk to people and get me to get my feelings out. What's he talking about? I haven't had feelings for a while. And when I do have feelings, it's worry, sad, mad, depressed or having anxiety. It's 12:43 PM and I'm in my Language Arts class. Ashley and I have been writing letters to each other again. Then putting the letters in each other's lockers. I don't know exactly what to do or what I exactly think about her but she seems pretty cool and chill to talk to. I'm so bored. I'm probably gonna write another letter to Ashley. I think I actually like to talk to Ashley. I wish I COULD text her. But before I can text anyone, I need to check on my girlfriend to see how she's doing. I'm still scared for her. :( I hope I'm not too late. I'll write again soon.

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