Inspector Hwang Eun Young [EXOBer]

+ thirty-fourth chapter +

+ thirty-fourth chapter +

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"Where are you taking me? This is kidnapping!" Amber tried to get freed by their grip but they were nine all in all, plus they're too strong.

"Just calm down, Amber. We won't hurt you." Xiumin said and smiled sweetly at her.

"But hyung, where are we going?! Some might know its you and take pictures of us! I don't want an issue!" She said.

"Tsk, just shut up and stop moving." Kai said.

"Are you crazy? How can I shut up if you're dragging me-" Amber wasn't able to continue what she was about to say because she was startled when Kai went near her face.

"That made you shut up." Kai said as they arrived in front of a van, and they pushed her inside.

Seriously, this is kidnapping. She thought to herself but remained silent.

"Oh, is that Miss Hwang?" Their manager asked them and looked at Amber closely.

"Ah, geugeoseun nareul, Manager-nim." (It's me, Manager.) Amber answered as she scratched her neck.

"Is this what you said your mission?" Their manager asked them as he looked at them with disbelief.

"Mission? What?" Amber asked, confused.

"Yeah, we told him we have a mission here so he sent us off. Luckily, SM gave us a day off but we need to perform once here." Chanyeol answered.

"I can't understand. What mission?"

"You. To talk to you is our mission." D.O answered.

"What? You went all the way here just to talk to me?" She asked and they all nodded. "W-Why?" She added.

"I told you, you're important to us." Baekhyun said.

"T-That important?"

"Yeah, of course." Chen answered with a smile.

"Come on, Manager hyung, drive us to the Pearl Blue Hotel." Suho instructed and their manager nodded at him.

"P-Pearl Blue Hotel? What are we doing there?"

"I already set a dinner for the ten of us. We are going to talk privately there." Suho answered her. The other members (except Xiumin) looked at him, as if it was the most wrong thing to do. "What?" He asked.

"You're spending your money again, hyung." Lay said.

"It's okay, it's for our safety, too. Plus, I didn't let Suho pay all the expenses." Xiumin told them and gave them an assuring smile.

"I don't know what to do with you two." D.O said and sighed. Suho and Xiumin both smiled at them while their manager drove them all the way to Pearl Blue Hotel.

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"Good afternoon." The staffs greeted and bowed at them, which they all replied with a small smile.

"This way, Ma'am. Sir." A man said and lead the way to the private hall. They stopped in front of a big door, and the man opened it for them while stretching his arm, telling them to get inside.

Suho and Xiumin went inside while the other members were hesitating.

"Mwoya ige.. Ppaliwa.." Suho said and pulled them. They were in awe as they saw the whole setting of the hall.

Fancy chandeliers, glitters are everywhere. It looks so luxurious and fantastic.

"Call me if you need me." Their manager told them and sat on the couch outside the hall, Xiumin and Suho reserved.

Chanyeol pulled a seat for Amber and she looked at him with gratitude, and she sat down. She was silent all along, because she was nervous what are they going to ask and say.

After everyone has been settled down, Baekhyun cleared his throat as he began to speak. "Should we start now?"

"Aside from wanting to start anew, what are the other reasons why you left us without even telling us?" Sehun asked, as he took a sip of the tea in front of them.

She closed her eyes and swallowed, preventing herself from breaking down.

"You are all.. You are all distracting me." She answered. All eyes are on her as they heard her statement. And 'what' and 'why' took over the place.

"My plan is just to work for you, to protect you. I told myself that everytime I accept missions, I should never get attached to my clients because I'll be the only one hurting and would be suffering. I told myself I should know my borders and I should never cross it. I don't want any of you to know about my personal life. But I did. I broke my own promise. And now, all the time, I can't stop thinking about all of you..." She paused and swallowed. "You became a part of me.. of my life. Thinking about those good memories we made together breaks my heart.. I'm not even a fan of you.., I don't even care about you.." She said. "I don't care about what was happening to you. But that was before. Before all of you came into my life. Before I even entered and accepted the mission that was given to me." She added. All of them remained silent as they listened to her, telling her sentiments. Tears fell from her eye as she wiped them, and couldn't help but sob.

"I'm confused. I don't know anymore.. I don't know.. It feels like I love all of you. But how can I love all of you? How can I see you all as a man? That's ridiculous. I can't and I shouldn't see you all as a man. Why are you all creeping in my heart? Why are you all distracting me, to the point I gave up my dream of being a police?! I gave up that dream because it reminds me of you! I cannot work properly! Because everytime there is a mission, I would always think it's about you.. I would always think that the mission is about you.. And I hate it. I hate myself for feeling this way."

"I... I think the best way to do for know is to avoid and pretend we don't know each other.." She swallowed and wiped her tears. "I'm sorry.." She added. She stood up and walked out of the hall.

I'm sorry.. But I'm letting you all go.. This isn't supposed to be like this at all..

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A/N: my story is getting weird but this is how it is supposed to be.. i'm slowly regaining my ideas (which is a good thing) ~ please continue supporting this, please ㅠㅠ💞