Starstruck - Shawn Mendes / boyxboy

Chapter Nineteen: How?

Edited: No

(A/N at end of chapter explaining my absence)

Jacob's POV

I'm currently getting ready for my date with Sean going through my closet to decide what I want to wear. I picked out a plain black shirt and a dark green flannel, that I bought off of Shawn's website of course.

I finished getting ready and stared into the mirror for over 5 minutes before going back into the bathroom and trying to fix my hair.

Once I finished my hair, I took one more look at myself and smiled. I went back into my room to take a photo of myself because I actually felt happy with how I look.

Me: 1 Image Attached

Me: Look how cute I am

Michele: Your fashion is on point. Probably a really fashion smart person taught you all you know

Me: Whoever taught me these ways was probably an idiot because this took too long.

After I sent that message, I received another text, but not from Michele.

Sean: I'm here :)

Remember when I said I felt happy with how I looked? Yeah, throw that all out the window because now I'm a nervous wreck.

I have never been on a "date" so this is a first.

What if I mess up? What if he doesn't like my hair? He probably won't like it. What about this flannel? What if he doesn't like the color green? What if he doesn't like Shawn Mendes? What if he doesn't even know who Shawn Mendes is?

As I was basically having a mental breakdown, my feet carried me to the front door. I left my house, locking the door before walking towards Sean's car. I took one last shaky breath before opening the door and sitting down.

Sean heard the door open and his eyes were removed from his phone to look at me. He smiled before locking his phone and putting it in the cup holder.

"Hi Jacob! You look amazing." Sean said as he looked at me, his smile still plastered on his face.

I blushed and sent a smile small. "Thanks Sean, you do as well."

He was also wearing a flannel but it was a brown color.