Lexa and I make our way to her room after making out on the stairs. She keeps holding my hand and giving me these sweet smiles that make my heart beat faster. The guards open the double doors for us, and I notice how Lexa doesn't even try to act like the Heda, not even straightening her stance.
The doors close behind us and I stop, in awe of what I'm seeing. It's a large room with a beautifully carved bed in one corner. There are comfy looking chairs and even a couch, as well as a doorway that leads somewhere. The light comes into this room in such an incredible way that it feels like I just walked into a fairy tale.
"This is beautiful." I remark, looking over at Lexa.
It's only now that I notice that she's been watching me and my reactions the entire time. Her eyes are so soft and there's a gorgeous smile spreading across her face as we look at each other.
We go over and sit on the couch, immediately moving over and cuddling with each other. I rest my head on Lexa's shoulder and she kisses my forehead. She murmurs reminders about the other clans, which might sound like an odd thing to do but it's actually comforting.
After that, I lean up and kiss her. It starts getting heavier and I end up straddling her on the couch. I try to control my wandering hands, but I end up pushing up her shirt and running my hands over her abs. She pulls away and rests her forehead against mine, both of us breathing heavily. Lexa kisses my nose and lets out a shaky breath.
"I think it is too early in our relationship to go any further." Lexa says. "And I would not like our first time to be on a couch."
"Alright. Should we talk about this, though? Get everything out in the open?" I ask. Lexa cocks her head, confused. I can't resist kissing her again quickly because she's so cute when she doesn't understand what I mean. "That just means that I'm wondering if we should tell each other everything now or wait for a bit."
"Now would be best. So what exactly should we talk about?" Lexa questions, resting her hands on my hips.
Oh right I'm still on top of her. But unless she asks or seems uncomfortable, I'm not moving. She's too comfortable for me to want to move. Plus I'm loving the fact that it seems like I'm the top in this relationship.
"How far we've gone. You know, our previous experience. Other than that, I don't know. It's hard to think when I'm on top of you." I admit. "But I don't want to move."
Lexa grins and kisses me. "Alright. Well, I had sex with Costia a few times, but I have not since she died. What about you?"
"The farthest I've ever gone is touching your abs. Which, by the way, are fantastic."
"I can tell." Lexa says, smirking and glancing pointedly down. Float me, I've been feeling up her abs this entire time. "You have never had sex?"
I frown. "Is that so hard to believe? In the culture I was raised in, sex was kind of looked down on. Plus, I was in solitary confinement for a year."
Lexa nods understandingly. "That is true, I forgot about that for a moment. It is just..." She trails off for a moment, blushing lightly. "Clarke, you are a beautiful woman. It just seems like someone would have come before me."
"One guy tried." I snorted, remembering that idiot. "His name was Finn and he was in the Ark's jail as well. Because of who my mom is, she was able to convince them to let me out once a week to walk around in the jail so long as I didn't say a word. He always approached me and offered to take me to a private corner of the jail to have some fun." I shake my head at the memory. "Even the time his girlfriend was there visiting him and was right there while he flirted with me. That time, I kicked him right in the crotch. And his girlfriend punched him in the face, broke up with him, and then apologized to me. Hang on." I say, remembering the girl's face. My eyes widen. "Holy crap that was Raven."
"The girl who build the metal box you came down in?" Lexa asks.
"Yeah. Wow, I can't believe she dated that asshat. But anyway, assuming we do more you'll be my first everything."
Lexa kisses me softly. "Then I will make sure everything is perfect when the time comes. You deserve the world, Clarke."
"Thank you." I barely resist telling her I love her. Float me, it might be too soon but it's going to come out eventually. And probably sooner rather than later. "Well, you don't have to get any more candles for the romantic part, you have more than enough in here." I tease.
Lexa gasps dramatically. "Clarke, I could never have too many candles."
I laugh at her reaction, making her beam at me. "Babe, this entire tower is a giant candle. You have enough."
Lexa just shakes her head fondly and kisses me. "What is a babe?"
"It's a term of endearment. Like ai hodnes (my love) or something." I explain.
Lexa nods. "Alright. On that subject, could I call you 'terms of endearment' like that? In private at first if it is okay with you so we know what we are comfortable with."
"Yeah, that's fine. Hodnes (love)." I say, winking at her.
Lexa chuckles and I lean in, capturing her lips with mine. Neither of us deepen the kiss, so it stays gentle and sweet. We're so focused on each other that we don't hear the door open.
"See, I told you that is what they would be doing." Anya's voice snaps us out of our lovely haze.
I blush and get up, reaching out a hand to help Lexa up as well.
"You were right." Luna says, smirking at us. "Come on you two, dinner is waiting."
Well they had the sex talk... And Finn and Raven aren't dating! Go Raven, dump his raggedy ass! Thank you all for reading and your wonderful comments! Stay awesome!
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The One Who's Fallen
FanfictionAfter Abby realizes that Jaha may use his executive powers to float Clarke before her 18th birthday, she and Raven scrape together a pod and send Clarke down to earth a bit before the 100 is sent down. This will mainly be in Clarke's point of view...