Life goes on(english version)

Sadness, pain, emptiness.These are all feelings that I meet.Wondering why?Because life is fucking unfair!You take away someone very unexpected whereby you will get to say goodbye, to say the last goodbye or I love you.Fucking ruin your life in a matter of seconds!You're angry because you could not do something that simple in a way, all this change that.You are helpless, useless.That's what hurts the most.Which simplistic nothing you could do.You're fucking standing next to the person you meant something and nothing you could do.And then you say that his heart stopped beating there is no more life.At this point, you just see the hustle and places.Do you blame yourself because you did not help me, because you think that all this happened because of you.You feel a void because they took the person you loved.You hate everything about yourself because you feel sorry for, saying that everything will be fine.WELL, NOT!Nothing will ever be the same!All of a sudden good to you, asking to call if you need anything.So where were they when help was most needed?!Then they were all busyJust want to leave you alone.Simply a way to try to accept it.To lie on the grass in the warm welcome and the sun is warm and remembering all the good times and forgetting the bad ones because they are not worth remembering.You feel empty.Represent as if you've accepted it, but inside your heart place.I never would have thought that you ever distilled.At one point, all is well in the second all collapsed.Do not cry because it fills the gap.And when you cry it's a sign that you can not over the fact that you keep in it.Eventually get used to it, because you realize that life goes on.That crying and whining will accomplish nothing.Step by step go on.Once you stop because you feel too weak, but You keep because you know he would have wanted it.It sustains you, it gives you strength.To me until now motivated to be where I am.To spend best moments with your family and make every day the best possible way.I'm trying to max and I hope that my efforts will pay off.