Sub Rosa

Chapter 1. The reason why.

The bridge lights glittered over the sea in the far distance, from atop the high grassy plain we stood upon. The rushed sounds of those hurrying around us to leave the park as the sun was no more, caused a fright, that, was both erotic and delightfully terrifying. Unsure of who laid eyes upon us, unsure if trouble was near, I giggled and ducked down low. My heart was soaring as fast as it beat. But I was with him. And he was with me...

It was as if we were kids again, not like we were old by any means, but in a 'not a care in the world' way. It sure was beautiful, the cast of lit luminescence swaying over the water, captivated I thought I was, but when he took me in his arms from behind, sending shivers down my spine, that's when I learned of captivation.

His lips came down, around from behind me and landed on my neck. My eyes began to feel hazy, then he pressed himself to me, and it became a chore to try and keep my eyes open. So I let them close, submitting to the violent shudders of euphoria that he engulfed me in...

I opened my eyes and there he was, face to face we were, and never had I felt the move. His lips left mine, momently, as his clothes began peeling off, layer by layer, but try as I might, I remained clothed. His hands fumbled for my neck, he grabs me, he has me by the heart, as his lips make their way back to mine. Drifting his free hand, further and further down my back, slowly. Resting for a few moments on the lowest peak of my back, before sliding gently, down my thigh. Then all too suddenly, his hand was returning up, this time my dress with it.

With his soft pink lips, and the dancing of his tongue, he began coaxing me downward onto my back.

I was never more willing...

Voices began to manifest behind us, but our breath was already quick, and compromising we lay. Frozen in place, but together, hands on each other, lips not kissing but still touching, connected. Fear never burned so bright. We waited...

"Are you happy now?" A unknown female voice said quietly. As the footsteps began again, but descending, and by the sound of them, a small group, the voice continued, "Told you it was a bad idea...(something inaudible from another) ...to go up the steps. They were fucking!"

Terror soaked laughter escaped both of us, and he began to scramble for his clothes and try again for a new, more safe spot, to do what we couldn't walk away from. To do, what can never be undone. To do the only thing on my mind, and surely the only thing on his.

We picked up and moved to a spot at the edge of the vast, wide field, where it met the trees and a drop of about thirty feet. I laid back once more, but kept at a sit up angle, bracing myself on both hands and he brought his lips back to mine. Growing again that feeling of hunger, I reached out to grasp him below, and found that although eager for me, he was still frightened if you catch me... I gave him a few more thrusts, showing how I felt before I could no longer hold myself, as I began to shake. But aloud I spoke, "It's ok."

Then, suddenly, he maneuvered my legs upward in his strong, beautiful hands, and he had entered me. Shock and awe befell me, because just a moment ago, it wasn't so near...

Even though we had done this before, it had been so long since I had this feeling. Like a drug, the first time you get high, you chase that feeling forever more all in the hopes of getting back to your first high. But it was soo much more than that, it was the first time every time, with him. I had my memories, and re-lived them any chance I got, but never did they do me any justice to this moment of truth. I moaned aloud in such a way, that something in both of us caught us by surprise. He let out a moan of his own, such a satisfying, excited, blissful moan, but it was more than that, it was almost like he had been waiting for it, for sometime... and by sometime... almost like all the while we hadn't been together.