TsukiHina: My Enemy Is My Lover //DISCONTINUED//

Chapter Four

Updates are inconsistent <3 (I hope I'll publish one every er-so Wednesday? I failed. LIKE I TRIED TO UPDATE A WEEK AGO AND THIS HAPPENS. I'm so rude. I'm a horrible child T-T
I come back again to see nothing. I'm so badddddddd I'm sorry soooooo pls forgive me

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING IN THIS CHAPTER

(There is sexual scene in this chapter.)

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He wants to make me come out. It isn't that hard... Right? So why can't I get the courage to? I want someone to at least see the same colors as me. All I see is red. Luscious dark red. Regal and refined red. I heard that everyone else sees different colors, my blue might be someone else's yellow.

I won't open my eyes yet. Not yet. I have one reason to have my eyes closed. I have to find the real red string of fate. Where is he? How do I know its not a she? I just know. The strings connected to those hostile creatures. They're silver. I get stuck to them, like a spider capturing is prey. Invisible but existent. Red is all I see. Some cut off, some connected to others, I never found mine. It's... Missing. It turned silver. No it's gone.

I woke up from my slumber, fatigued and parched. Another nightmare that has repeated a countless amount of times. I look at the clock. I have to get ready for another dreadful day of school. Another dreadful day with Him. Indeed, another day full of dread.

As I got ready, I looked at the food. I felt horrible, like I was going to throw up, and I don't plan to. I got my bag out, it was heavier than usual so I looked in it. Akiteru.. And his delightful bento, now it felt rotten and cold. I go out and checked the mail, since I didn't need breakfast. There was one mail for me. The rest were advertisements . I felt like I shouldn't open it, not now. It smelled weird, like... Something burning. I left it in my room, as it didn't seem that deadly.

What day was it again? Wednesday, the middle of the week. I despise Wednesdays. I have no particular reason, I just hate it. Wednesdays are never peaceful. They are never perfect. Yet, Tuesdays are. The quiet looms past my ears, it destroys chaos from every corner. Tuesdays... Are perfect, but Wednesdays are ones who break the seals of everlasting pacifism. Indeed, the discord of my life, including him... I think.

I walked towards Karasuno High. I have to get to Mrs. Wright's class. I wonder why we even have a class about laws and such. For some reason we always yell "OBJECTION!" or "TAKE THAT!" It's basically a debate class, and I for one, am not a leader. I follow. Endlessly and for an eternity. I will follow their red string. Or well. Look at my pinky once again. It disappears then reappears. its incomplete. It's telling me that I can never find my soulmate.

The class ended quickly. Debates are usually quick because there was that one guy who was training to be a prosecutor while no one else was. I truly do feel bad for him. He never gets any experience from this class that places no effort into anything.

The next class is where I see him. Math.. Mrs.Swigglebottom gets on my nerves a lot though.

Where is he? Why. He's not here. Give him back to me. Am I starting to want him? Ah.. I'll just forget about it. I fall into the dystopia of my mind. The rubble fallen forever, but one way. It's doing much greater than the real world. Lonely. Silence. Peace..? Is our world a utopia? Is everyone happy here? Utopias never truly have peace... Because... They're really deep dystopias.

I was suddenly shaken awake by an unknown figure, no.. It was myself, I think. He kept pacing around me. This shaded figure, dark gray. His eyes are fuzzy and and never appear to move. He has the red string that I desire... But what are the strings binding together? A cocoon? I'm definitely going delusional.

I was forcibly taken out from my daydream, well, more like a day-mare due to the discordant screeching voice from Mrs.Swigglebottom.

"MISS RANDOMGIRLA!" Mrs.Swigglebottom hissed.

"What, you idiot for a math teacher." Miss RandomGirlA replied.

"HOW DARRREEE YOU CALL ME AN IDIOT! NO SPITTING SPITBALLS IN CLASS YOU DISOBEDIENT BRAT FOR A STUDENT!" Mrs.Swigglebottom. yelled as if she was down a 9,001 ft deep hole.

"How original, I got that on tape too, what would the principal say if he got a hold of this?" Miss RandomGirlA said while flashing a devilish smirk.

The class stayed silent, more silence, and then the chime of a bell echoed throughout the classroom, causing a bubble of pleasure to run up most of our spines. Miss RandomGirlA got away, free of any consequences. It was time for lunch.. Yum... This Wednesday started off great.. Didn't it? Nopppee. It was a truly bad, horrible, evil, regrettable, and dreadful day, like every Wednesday that comes forth in my life. I'm just Soooo happy....

I took out the once rotten food and there it was. The oh so many eggs placed in the upper left corner. Portioned ever so generously. WHIP. What? Did something disappear? WHIP.

I looked at my eggs. They went missing. The hell? Is it a ghost? I saw some orange hair poking out under my box, no longer full of eggs. It's him. I lifted the box and guess who I saw. Hinata Shoyo. I looked at his face.

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Look right there. He was on top of my crotch. Great. I started to feel the tightness in my pants. Bloody Fucking Hell. Best time to pop a boner, ey?

"WHAT THE HELL HINATA?!" I yelled in utter and complete shock.

Hinata just stared at my face, which was probably a deep shade of ruby red.

"Why are you blushing? " Hinata asked in a questionable tone.

"I'm not, you certified and confirmed idiot!" I replied harshly.

"Jeez. You don't have to be so salty about it." Hinata said as he was lowering his head down to lay on my lap.

I, being the one who doesn't want my "frenemy" to feel my growing size down there, slyly stood up and ran off. To the bathroom. To do.. You know what I mean.

Why am I even explaining how I masturbate? I started to go in one of the empty stalls, no one saw me go in, no one will see me go out. It's as simple as that. I slid off the belt and unzipped the fly. As I heard the door open, I peeked through the crack and guess who I saw?

It was Sugawara and... Daichi? They went in the stall right next to mine, both of them. What was happening? I looked at the part under the stall wall, and I saw Sugawara on his knees. The other's trousers slipped off, but I couldn't bear to watch any longer. I just needed to bust a nut and be on my way.

I could hear Daichi grunt and I just couldn't stroke myself any longer. Great. Mom and dad turned me off. I coughed harshly to let them know I was there, and pulled up my pants. I left the stall and washed my hands and quickly went off on my way.

I just went back to my next class... Then the next.. Not even paying attention to the uneventful, loud and annoying courses. I don't put in the effort, because you'll only get hurt in the end if you're too dedicated to it.

School ended, and so did another Wednesday. I won't even bother to go to club today. They'll manage without me. I know they will.

I went home, anxiously looking at the letter that I received from the mail today once I got in my room. It no longer smelled of the dead, it blended into the peace of the house, I felt assured that it could have done no harm, yet, I was so wrong... There was a small bag, with my best friend's ashes, and a letter. What sick fuck would send this to me? I couldn't help but feel tears come to my eyes.

The letter just stated that he was dead, and that Yamaguchi wanted me to have his ashes once he was cremated. This can't be true. He died, and I never knew? No one told me about my best friend? They just cast me aside and told a lie that he wanted me to have his ashes. When Yamaguchi lived, he was so radiant, and fun to hang out with. Constantly calling me "Tsukki! Tsukki!" It appears that I never spent enough time with him.

Haha... People really don't know what they have until they lose it.

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