TsukiHina: My Enemy Is My Lover //DISCONTINUED//

Chapter Three

I'm back with a new chapter!!!

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Tsukishima's POV

"Why do you hate me?" He said. Does he not know? Anything? He dumped the person I loved... What other reason would I have to hate him?

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I woke up to what had seemed to be a nightmare where I actually.... Kissed.... Hinata.... What are these false feelings trying to surface to my head? I'm so confused. I thought I hated him. No. I do hate him. I despised him. I want to throw up, but nothing's coming out. It's like he cast a spell on me. I'm out of breath, my vision's going blurry. I don't even care anymore.

I just can't deal with him. If my mind won't listen to me. Then I'll have to tear it apart. I have to be cold. I won't let anybody close to me. If I do, they won't betray me. They can't get through an icy barrier. As long as I keep up my guard, and my relationships at an arm's length, then nothing can get through to me.

I went to school after being forced by Akiteru. I went to my seat, next to Hinata's. I saw him come in. Anybody who sat near me had shivers up their spine. I wouldn't blame them. If I weren't myself I'd be spooked as well.

"Tsukishima. Do you want to have lunch with me?" Hinata exclaimed like a lost puppy.

I thought about it for a while. The truth is, I don't really want to, but it can't hurt, right? It's been terribly boring without Yamaguchi around.

"F-fine. It's not like I want to anyway. It's only to make up for the time I stayed in your house." I stuttered. Shit. I thought I was being reborn, that I evolved. Hinata.... Don't press the B button now... (Tell me the reference and I might give you a cookie!)

I grabbed my bento that my brother, Akiteru made.... with his new boyfriend. Let me say.... I'm not homophobic. I'm just too scared to come out. I'm scared I'll be betrayed. I've seen my brother break down in tears several times, and I don't want that to happen to me. I'm afraid, really scared.... To be left alone. That's why I never had a romantic relationship.

Hinata shook me out of my thoughts by grabbing one of my eggs, shaking my desk. He bit into it and he was shaking a lot. Then, out of no where came a loud voice. "IT'S SO GOOOOOD" Hinata said quivering. Is this a porno? What the actual fuck is he doing. I couldn't help but let out a little snicker.

Maybe he wasn't the cause for Yamaguchi's disappearance. I'd hate to say it, but he made me change. Both ways. Good and Bad. He's a big idiot. His grades are low, I'm sure he's more dense in more ways then one. I never seen him serious except for volleyball. He's such a dumbass that i would have never thought of associating with him last year.

Lunch ended after shared jokes and stolen eggs and octopus hot dogs.

I rushed to my next class. I thought about lunch and closed my eyes. Maybe... I should forget about the Hinata and Yamaguchi incident.

After several punches to the back, I turned around to see a familiar face. "What the hell do you want Kageyama?" I hissed.

"Him." He said.

"Who?" I asked, confused.

"Hinata." He smiled.

Woah. Woah. Woah. Kageyama actually smiled? And what?! He wants Hinata? Does he think that I like Hinata or something? What a joke! He thought that I was a contender to take the brat's hand in marriage. Hah, I never even entered the race to get Hinata.

"I don't want him, King." I said with a pissed off expression.

"I know you want him, that's why I'm saying that I want him. Get off him before you get hurt. You don't know the monster he is." Kageyama purred.

I started to get paranoid of Hinata now. What monster? What does Kageyama know that I don't? It's starting to grind my gears.

He may be right about one thing though. I want him. I don't care what he has done, or will do. If he really is a monster, I'll keep him for myself... So no one can get hurt. I don't care about relationships. I don't care about my life. I just want everyone around me to be safe, but I guess I already failed to protect Yamaguchi.

School ended and I went back to the gym for practice. Yep. The king was a prodigy. One we had to stand by. One we had to work with. Too much of an effort. Hot blooded people... Definitely get me irritated.

I hope that Kageyama won't throw a stray ball again. He might be a ruler, a dictator, one who hurts the people, to me, he's still a person, a human, a living being. A person who I can break apart.

Or will I be broken?

Not like it matters anyway, I just continued practice like I always do. Trying to block the freak duo's spike, read blocking. Why just blocking? Because I'm a middle blocker. I barely use actual spikes, most of the time, I just use those "annoying" feints.

Practice is over without any casualties, Nothing seemed off place. Everything was normal. Like no injury ever happened. It's because we're just one hell of a volleyball club.

I walked home, texting on my phone.

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Tsuki- Hey Hi, How are you?

Hi- Great! How about you.

Tsuki- Empty.

Hi- O-oh. Oh yeah! How's your friend?

Tsuki- No sign of him. I just don't want him to be... well... you know.

Hi- I understand. I hope he gets back to you soon.

Tsuki- I guess I'll text you tomorrow.

Hi- Wait. Before you go. Why won't you tell me the title. The story will sprout from the title like a seed growing into a gigantic tree!

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I entered my house and stared at the bookshelf looking at the titles on the spines of the books. Celestial. Landing. Earth. Space. Oh god. Sci-fi. Celestials On Earth. Too... Ugh.. A bad title for my standards. No. My hand was typing it on its own.

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Tsuki- How about Celestials On Earth?

Hi- Sure.. How did you come up with it?

Tsuki- I, uhm, looked at the spines of books.

Hi- Interesting. Who would those "Celestials" be?

Tsuki- I guess us. The Sun and the Moon. Their celestial bodies lie up in space while their spirits are located on Earth.

Hi- Hmm. Maybe with the Earth's spirit trying to get in the way of the two, since it wants to reign supreme, an antagonist. He might try to get the sun, the emperor! Interfering!

Tsuki- That sounds interesting.

Hi- One last thing before you go, and I mean it. Will it be Boy Love?

Tsuki- If you want it to be. Uh bye!

Hi- Ok, nice to know.

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Boy love, huh. I write romance of all kinds, despite never experiencing myself. It's just that this time I'm writing it while I'm confused about my own sexuality.

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