A Thugs Pleasure

chapter 7

Dye

he threw me in the house making me hit the cold hard floor he picked me up by my neck as i fought for air i kicked and screamed but it was no use he's stronger than me .

he threw me down and ended it with 3 hard slaps to the face

"You Wanna Be Grown ! Well Get The Hell Outta My House And Be 'Grown' since You Wanna Be Fast & Stay out Late At Night With Some Lil Nigga !"


"Alright I Dont Need To Be In This Fuckin House ANYWAY ! " i screamed

i ran upstairs and grabbed my 3 biggest nike sports bags & packed all my stuff until there was nothing left but a room and a bed i slung the two bags over my shoulder

i proceeded downstairs then i saw my dad standing in front of the door with a belt in his hand

"You See ! you just wanna beat me all the time ! All you do is yell at me & Beat me and mom isnt any better ! YOU TOOK MY INNOCENCE And SHE STAYED WITH YOU AND LEAVES ME WITH YOU ALL THE TIME !"

i yelled and went to the backdoor i walked out and all the way to brisons house with tears streaming down my face




i knocked on the door and he answered after the first knock

he pulled me into a hug but i flinched back

"what i did ?" he asked

"nothing but my face hurts on your shoulder " i said

he grabbed my face & turned it to the side to see 5 big welts and 2 bruises and one red mark soon to be a bruise

as he examined he also seen hand red prints around my neck his face filled with anger

"well can i come in please " i asked with misty eyes







we sat on the couch as i told him everything that happened when i got to my ex-home


i sighed ready to tell him what happened when i was 8 years old

"brison ?"

"yeah "

"theres one more thing i have to tell you & promise you wont tell anyone " i said as i felt tears burning the back of my eyes

"i promise "

i took a deep breath "im not a virgin i haven't been since i was 8 years old " i stated his mouth dropped "my - my uhh ,my dad took it from me and i had no way to stop it , it was horrible i felt dusgusting " i said crying

he pulled me into a tight hug

"its okay you can stay here dont ever go back to that house for anything " he said , i nodded

he put my stuff in his room he told me he'll sleep in the guest room cause his bed is more comfortable i wanted him to sleep with me but i dont know how to ask

later that night after i took a shower & all that he said goodnight and went in the guest room closing the door i just laid there in bed trying to figure out how to ask him

"fuck it " i said getting up i walked out the room and knocked on the guest room door

"Its open " he said

i walked in "can you sleep in there with me i kinda wanted you too from the beginning " i said and face. palmed myself "so stupid" i said laughing

"nahh no you not you real come on ill sleep with you " he got up and grabbed my hand guiding me into the other room


for the rest of the night we talked and cuddled until we fell asleep but i kept waking up from flashbacks from when i was 8