dangerous • g.d

four

samantha :

i grab mine and gabriel's lunch and head over to our table , located at the back. it's not like we're the quiet and 'don't talk to anyone' type , but we just like to be away , from people.

while i'm waiting for gabe to enter , i spot another figure coming towards me so i turn to look at them . of fucking course , it's grayson.

"what ?" i ask him standing up from my seat and he stops right in front of me , with his lunch tray.
"what what ?" he asks.

"what do you want ?"
"oh , uh do you mind if me and my twin brother sit with you and your friend for lunch?" he asks me scratching the back of his neck.

i don't say anything but just smirk , because i know what's happening and he doesn't .

he raises his eyebrow at my smirk and i gesture towards his back , he quickly turns around.

jackson is literally running over to grayson , currently glaring at me because he found his friend near me.

"hey bro , you're gonna sit with us for lunch , you don't need to ask anyone else who doesn't even want you sitting with them" he glances at me for a second.

grayson looks back at me , an 'ugh' expression evident on his face , i wonder why.

"nice try at reading my mind bro , but you unfortunately failed" i laugh.

"ever heard of minding your own business ?" he growls.
"ever heard of no one gives a fuck ?"

he shakes his head and practically drags grayson away from me to their table . he's probably gonna give him a two hour lecture about not ever talking to me again later on.

"hey sam !" i turn around and see gabriel.
"why were you talking to them ?" he asks me curiously.

"nothing , grayson's trying to talk to us but i think he doesn't really understand the rules of motherfucker squad" i shake my head and he nods.

i'm currently going to my english class but i bump into someone. i mean one of the motherfuckers.

"watch where you're going" i tell her picking my books up.
"you could've watched too" she snaps.

"too bad i'm not able to see fake ass bitches"

"fuck you samantha" she sticks her middle finger up at me.
"i'm straight , plus i think you already have many guys in this school gladly wanting to do that seeing you are a whore"

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i pull out a ligher from my backpack and light it up , standing in the backyard of the school.

i think about all the horrible things happening in the world , those things that have happened to me . life's not great , not at all. i hate life .

i close my eyes , inhaling , the smoke rises up in the sky . it feels amazing. i exhale and at that moment , it feels like everything's just fine.

don't worry , i don't smoke every damn day , just when i feel like i need a break from life.

i feel good , smoking calms me down. i do know that it's not a good thing to do and it causes death . but you see ? that's the point here . i don't care anymore if i live or not.

and i should've known there was no going back ever since i smoked , for the first time ever. it was a dare . at the first time , it felt terrible and i coughed my lungs out , but i tried to give it another shot , and at the second time , it calmed my nerves down.

it felt like i was sweeping away from reality and it felt amazing. conclusion , it takes away all my pain .

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so , i'm gonna be updating on tuesdays and fridays.

hope you guys liked this chapter 💜

another picture of samantha up ^. literally siena's so fucking beautiful.

peace ✌