How To Love A Thug

Chapter 11

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Date: Wednesday April 20, 2016
Time: 12:00 p.m.
Location: Lunch
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Lauren POV

I'm happy Khalani thinks this is all good, but what am I going to tell Kendall...better yet my mom. Ive been telling her that I'm over to Khalani's when I'm actually at Kendall's place. She's gonna lock me away forever, and I'll be away from my friends and my baby daddy. Thinking of all this made me wanna cry...so I did.

"....oh god!!" I yelled before I bursted into tears.

"Lauren, what's wrong baby?!" Khalani said hugging me.

"I'm not ready for all of this!!" I cried harder.

"Come on sweetie, we'll be back J" Khalani said as we walked to the nearest restroom, making sure nobody was in there.

"Come here Lauren, what are you crying about?" She said as she wiped my face.

"What if Kendall does want a baby right now? What is my mom gonna say? How will I be able to take care of this baby?" I sighed.

"Ok first of all, stop crying. Second, you need to stop all this stressing, it's not good for the baby. You need to find a good day for your mom and Kendall, and just sit them down together and tell them. Of coarse one of them might be upset, but you have to do what's best for you. If you have to exclude one or both of them out of your life so that you can focus on your baby, then I suggest you do so. You know you'll always have Jamal and I with you every step of the way" Khalani said consulting me.

"Ok" I said above a whispered as I wiped my tears away.

"Now come on. You're strong, you got this" she smiled.

"That's why I love you, you're the bestest friend ever" I said hugging her tightly.

"That's not even a word" she laughed, causing me to laugh too.

"Shut up captain obvious!!" I laughed. We went back to the cafeteria and ate our lunch.

"Khalani, you and Jamal are my best friend...and I want you guys to be there when I tell them"

"Of course we will" they said in unison, they've gotta stop that.

"Thank you guys so much" I said kissing their cheeks.

*later that day*

This is it. I told Kendall we were all going to the movies so he's taken care of. I told my mom I was bringing Khalani and Jamal over so she's set too. Jamal and I went to Khalani's after school so we can use her car, I have everything planned out...until the part comes where I have to tell them.

"Y'all want something to eat?" Khalani said as she looked in the fridge, Jamal and I were at the island.

"Do you guys have some grapes and peanut butter?" I questioned, sounds good right?

"Um, yeah" she said handing me the stuff.

"Oh!! And pickles" I smiled.

"Yeah..." She said like a question.

"Don't judge me bitch" I mugged.