Blue Styles || Ziall Fiction.

Blue Styles || Chapter Seven.

A/n: Dedicated to lovetoread9876 because she really did bother herself to post on my wall. Thank you. But don’t flip because this is short! Enjoy, have fun x :)

Blue Styles || Chapter Seven; But Baby Don’t You Break My Heart Slow…

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Zayn’s POV

“Hi Angel.” I smiled genuinely but as soon as I saw the other guy, standing next to my Angel with a sweet smile, their hands laced, I tried my hardest to compose my oh-so-sweet-smile. I clenched my fists under the table until my knuckles got white in anger and pure jealousy, just friends huh?

They sat across Taylor and I, my Angel in utter shock still. So this was the Ross guy that he was talking about for a long time ago then huh? What does he have that I don’t have?

We started eating in a moment of silence, me shooting daggers to that Ross guy until Taylor broke it.

“Uh, Blue? This is my boyfriend Zayn Malik.”

“I know him mum, he’s my English teacher. Nice to meet you here Mr. Malik.” He said with a faked smile.

Taylor turned her attention to Ross, who was sitting in his chair nervously. “So you are Ross Lynch aye?” Taylor asked.

Ross extended his hand for Taylor to grab it, which she did gratefully then said, “I’m Ross Lynch.”

“Yeah, he is the one I’m talking about. He is a frie-”

“Boyfriend.”

As soon as that word slipped out of his mouth, I didn’t know if I could contain my anger any longer but luckily, I did. Boyfriends huh? You’ll see Blue, you’ll see who the boss is sooner or later, but I prefer fucking sooner.

Blue gasped and his wide in utter shock but he nonchalantly shrugged it off. I shot him a death glare as he looked to his lap in shame then I turned my eyes to Ross and gave him one too. Taylor was so happy and such but I, myself, was drowning in a pool of jealousy.

“I didn’t know you have a boyfriend Angel.” I said, keeping my voice not to raise or crack. He stayed quiet and the room was enveloped into an awkward silence.

“Anyway, me and your mum have to tell you something.”

“What is it?” He snapped at me.

“We are getting married in a matter of week.” I stated with full of confidence. His eyes widen in shock once again.

“W-what?! But you’ve just been dating for like three months!” He complained.

“And so? But I think there’s nothing wrong with that now, is there?”

“But mum!”

“No Blue. You can complain but I’ll never change my mind. Everybody needs company and I don’t want to grow all by myself.”

“But you have me!”

“I need you but I also need someone who will love me differently.”

He sighed in defeat as he shot me daggers. I smirked and gave him a wink while Ross sat in his chair awkwardly. I cleared my throat before saying, “Blue you need to keep calm, I will make sure that I will be a good father to you and besides, isn’t that good? You completely know me so you don’t need to worry for your mum’s safety.”

“Yeah, I completely know you and you are a complete prick.” He said sarcastically.

“Blue! Who the hell taught you that?!” He stood up and ran off the stairs, the fucking annoying guy following behind.

“Do you think it’s too early for us to get married?” I asked, praying that she won’t say yes.

“Whether he likes it or not, we are going to get married in a week.” She stated, burying her hands on her face in frustration as I rubbed her back soothingly and giving her a sympathetic look.

I never thought it would be this hard, I thought I’ve already gained all of his trust. Maybe it’s because of that fucking annoying guy, maybe he’s poising the precious little mind of my guardian Angel.

I should really stop acting so stupid towards him and bring it back after Taylor and I got married.

“I should really get going; thanks for the dinner thought it didn’t turn out well. Don’t worry Tay, I’ll talk to him in school to convince him.” I smiled politely before kissing her cheek.

“Bye, Tay.”

“Bye, Zayn.”

“Uh Taylor?”

“Yeah?”

“If we ever got married, I promise that I’ll be a loving father to Blue and also a husband who will do anything for his family.” I smiled. I walked to my car – that Taylor had bought me even though I insist for her not to – then hopping to the driver’s seat, bucking my seatbelt, before turning on the engine.

I’m so tired with all of this complications, I’m extremely tired of it. I thought Blue doesn’t have boyfriend, he said that Ross guy was just a friend of his. I banged my fist into the steering wheel, why is he doing this to me? Can’t he see that I… that I, that I love him? Can’t he see it through me? He’s breaking my heart slowly.

My car came into a stop across my flat. I sobbed and sobbed my eyes out, screaming and banging my fists into the steering wheel once in a while. After sobbing for like an eternity, I took a peek on the mirror, my lips were dry, eyes were a bit puffy and my hair was a mess. I trudged out of my car, walking to my flat.

I walked in using my own spare key, I didn’t bother approaching my mum and sisters presence, I just went straight to my room.

Maybe I can sort this entire problem for a while if I took a long, deep sleep.

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“Blue…”

“Please…”

“Blue, please listen…”

“Will you take a moment?”

“Go on, Mister.”

“Blue, did you know that what you did last night was beyond rude right?” I asked scrunching my eyebrow. I want to talk to him by talking sweetly and gently but I didn’t think I can.

“I wouldn’t be acting like that if you have told me sooner that you were my mum’s boyfriend!”

“I know, I’m sorry ‘kay? Don’t you want me to be your father? You said before that you’d be glad if I were your father.”

“I would be, but you lied Mister! You could’ve told me sooner!”

Then soon, I exploded with full of anger, “I didn’t lie to you! You’re the one who lied! You said you and that Ross guy were just friends… But apparently, you lied about that…”

“We’re just friends!”

“Yeah, you swore before that you were but apparently, not.”

“Mist—”

“You know… I’d rather you be mean, than love and lie. I’d rather hear the truth, than have to say goodbye. I’d rather take a blow at least then I would know…” He sprinted out of the room.

As soon as he was out, tears filled my eyes. If he only knew that what I feel isn’t fatherly love. My loud sobs filled the silent room then whispering, “But baby don’t you break my heart slow…”

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A/n: I’m going to add more characters in the next chapters! And, I figured out that I will add 2 asians here if it’s okay with you guys :) Love you all, Vote/Fan/Comment! xx