Can't Have You (A yoully fanfiction) #Wattys2017

I poured my all

Yousefs POV

Today is one of those days, one of those days I don't wanna get up from bed. I hate these days but I cant avoid them lastnight wont stop replaying in my head though... I made the dumbest mistake ever. She warned me and warned me this would happen but I love her so much I did not want to give up. Matter fact I won't give up I'll make her mine. I got up and got ready to head out.

12 hours Earlier Lilly's POV

"Hey Habibti ❤😘 I got a couple things I would love to talk to you about meet me for dinner at my apartment?" I looked down on my phone smilling I wonder what he needs to speak to me about I hope he's okay. "Of course but no funny business I better not get pranked again mister lol 😜😜 I'll be there in an hour" Yousef is such a sweetheart he really holds a soft spot in my heart but this means I have to find something to wear now. I got up from my desk and went to my closet to find something to wear. Should I go casual? Sporty? Sexy? I don't know I mean it's just his house no big deal I go there all the time so let's go casual.

Ok mama is looking good let's go. I grabbed my keys and walked out. I found myself getting butterflies in my stomach on my way to the elevator. Lilly what is wrong with you its Yousefs house you're going to no big deal...I think.

Yousefs POV

She should be here any we found do I look ok? Are the decorations amazing? I just want this night to be special I'm finally gonna set my pride to the side and tell her forreal. Tonight is the night I've been antisipating. I took a we found look at the apartment making sure everything was perfect.

Candles lit, outfit the best I can do I hope she loves it.

I heard a knock on the door and my heart dropped. You got this it's Lilly it's just Lilly...just the girl that I've been wanting to make mine for 3 years...yup. I walked towards the door and slowly opened it and there she was. So simple so beautiful God I'm one lucky man to be able to wit was this beauty. "Hey Gorgeous" I smiled and gave her a hug. "Please come in and follow the path Habibti."

Lilly's POV

As he opened the door I saw candles lit all over and rose pedals. "Yousef this better not be another prank I swear to you I will really be pissed this time ." I felt his strong arms wrap around my waist and he whispered "It's not trust me I'll explain once we reach the table" I got chills hearing those words. Is he serious? I sat on the chair at the end of the path and looked at him. "So what is this for if it's not a prank mister?" He kneeled down and grabbed my hand. Ummm is this forreal? What the heck? "I'm gonna start my saying this is not a proposal." he laughed noticing how shocked I looked. "But it does have to do with love Lilly, I know you notice just like everyone in the world notices my love for you, I've loved you for awhile now and yeah it's a very strong word to use but me and you have shared so many moments through these years for me to say it with confidence, I know you think this will ruin our friendship, I know you think things wont be the same but Lilly dont be Silly." I smiled looking into his eyes as he continued to talk " I wanna move forward I want to take this to level two in not saying I'm going to call you mine just yet but I would love it if we took a step forward and see how this goes?" my heart dropped I was completely speechless what should I say?....

Yousefs POV

She looked at me with watery eyes and began to cry. Did I make a mistake? I stood up and wiped the tears off her face and hugged her right. "Yousef I'm so sorry.." she said as my heart started to break "I feel the same babe but right now is not the right time I have a book coming up you're traveling the world and I have so much in my schedule we both need to focus on what's important first." I looked at her trying so hard to not look as upset as I feel. "Lilly I can make time if not now then when ? I've been waiting for this for so long I planned this just for you I love you and you love me stop worrying about the future so much baby girl focus on this moment looks around you baby"

Lilly's POV

I looked into his eyes and suddenly felt as if a magnet pulled me towards his lips and I kissed him. I wrapped my arms around him As he picked me up off the floor my legs wrapped around him As our kiss got more intense. He carried me downstairs to his bedroom while we kissed. I bit his lip softly As He layed me down on his bed. Wait.. Is this really happening? Ugh just go for it you know you want this lilly. I laid looking at him while hitting my lips slowly. "I'm gonna make you mine just wait." he whispered in my ear. He suddenly got up and went to get something in his drawer "what's that ?" I questioned and he stood quiet and came back with the same blind fold he used on his lapdance prank I laughed. He put it around my eyes and hand cuffed me to his bed.

Yousefs POV

She had no idea what was coming and I enjoyed that. I licked my lips looking at her she wasn't even naked yet. I slowly creeped up on her and began to lick her neck softly "mmmm" I smiled listening to her soft moan I began to kiss her neck going on a trail down. I took her shirt and bra off and began to lick her chest down to her breast. The most perfectly shaped breasts I've ever felt I began to suck on her breasts softly while hearing her breathing getting louder and louder. That was turning me on so bad I began to go down to her stomach kissing it softly till I reached her hips I bit my lip and pulled her pants down. I noticed her panties were wet and my not gonna lie that got me hard. I began to rub her p*ssy softly through her panties "mmmm baby " I smiled as she moaned and continued to run it softly. I got up and took my pants and boxers off. I climbed on top of her with my "friend" hanging slightly touching her "do you want this" I whispered in her ear. "Yes daddy I want it" I slipped her panties off and inserted myself inside her immediately. "Ahhhhh oh my gawd Yousef" I began to penetrate her hard feeling her juices gushing off of her everytime I went in. "Yessss faster baby" I did just as she asked and began to f*ck her faster and hard she mid moan said "take this off of me it's my turn baby" I bit my lips and unhooked the handcuffs and she took off the blindfold and pushed me off of her. She got on top of me and grabbed my hard c*ck and inserted it inside herself and began to ride me. " damn babe" I said under my breath as she kept bouncing harder on it "you like that huh ?" she said while moaning out of breath. I began to rub on her clit fast as she bounced on me "ohh I'm gonna squ*rt." I continued to rub it only faster this time and felt my hand get wet from her juices. I felt her legs shaking but she would not stop riding me. I grabbed her waist and pulled her towards me and began to f*ck her myself. She screamed in pleasure and I kept going harder in and out of her. "I'm gonna cum" I said out of breath. She climbed off of me and began to Jack me off fast "F*ckk" I moaned as I began to cum.

Hey guys sorry to leave you on such a cliff hanger but no worries I will have part 2 in no time ❤❤❤❤ xoxo