Can't Have You (A yoully fanfiction) #Wattys2017

Dont you dare

*2 Days later*
Lilly's POV

"No Kyle I don't care if he sends me flowers, Chocolates or Unicorns he could send me Dwayne himself and I will still not talk to him. I am perfectly happy by my self why dosent anyone understand that?!" I paced back and forth and threw I'm phone against the wall hanging up on Kyle. Why should I give in? He stopped fighting for us.. I don't care if swoozie is the dad or not he shut me out of his life for months and now he thinks I'm just going to roll out a carpet for him to come back to me? No! He can kiss my butt same with that stupid chick Gabby. I sat down and continued to edit my vlog. As much as I wanted to talk to Yousef my pride won't let me. I miss him so much but I can't let myself go again, I need to stay focused on my blessings and not him. I heard noise coming from downstairs I quickly got up and grabbed my stapler which was the only thing that could protect me in sight. I started to slowly walk downstairs and saw a mans shadow I let out a scream and started to staple the air. "LILLY ! ITS ME YOUSEF STOP OWWWW!" I stopped and looked again. "What the EFF ARE YOU DOING HERE?! HOW DID YOU GET IN HERE ?!" He walked towards me and took my stapler. "Lilly you haven't answered none of my calls or texts I need you to hear me out please just litsen to what I have to say if your answer is still no then I will leave... please Lilly." I sighed and shook my head yes. "Ok...let's talk in the living room." I sat on the couch placed a pillow on my lap and waited for him to speak. "First I want to let you know how sorry I am and how stupid I feel... and as you know Gabbys baby is not my baby.. and well I feel stupid, I feel dumb I don't know what to say I just want you to know that you are the love of my life...nights with her I had you on my mind Lilly... but I thought I was going to be a father so for my "child" I had to distance myself from you... I love you Lilly Saini Singh... Please forgive me." I buried my face on my hands and began to cry. "No Lilly" He lifted my face and wiped my tears. "Lilly my intention was not to make you cry my love."  "Yousef get out of my house." "What? Why ?" I got up and slammed my pillow. "GET OUT OF MY HOUSE YOUSEF. GETT OUT OF MY HOUSE YOURE NOT GOING TO DO THIS AGAIN I WAS HAPPY I WAS FINE I HAD MY LIFE TOGETHER YOU ARE NOT GOING TO TAKE MY FOCUS YOUSEF. I DONT CARE IF YOU DID OR DID NOT HAVE A BABY WITH HER YOU STILL LEFT WITH NO EXPLANATION YOU STOPPED TALKING TO ME. FOR DAYS I DID NOT SLEEP OR EAT BECAUSE OF YOU. MY VLOGS WERE SHORT AN SO WERE MY VIDEOS YOU DESTROYED ME AND WHEN I AM FINE AGAIN YOU COME BACK." Everything was quiet for a minute I sat on the floor and cried hysterically as he closed the door behind him. I pushed my couch and punched the wall still crying. I grabbed one of my bottles of liquor and began to drink until I passed out.

TO BE CONTINUED

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