Voice on the Radio

Epilogue

Just like what I said, Jerry and I didn't meet anymore. He kept on calling me after our little confrontation but that didn't last for he just stopped. Well, I guess he's really not that worthy e?

Anyways, I've been working so hard for the couple of months already. It's not that I'm being workaholic or something but since I moved on and focused on my career, my boss noticed my potential, at last. She promoted me to an administrative position and so I'm doing lots of things already.

"Ms. Carrie, here are the papers that you need to sign." My secretary, Alice, said.

"Oh. Alright. Just place it on top of my table. Thanks." I told her while still looking at the scene that's happening on the building right across my workplace.

"Is there anything you need Ms. Carrie?"

"None. Thanks." After telling her that, she went out of my room silently.

I can't help but notice the room across my room. I've been noticing that for a couple of weeks already. I don't know what has gotten into me but it makes me look at it every single day.

Every day, the thing that covers the windows in the room across mine changes. It seems like it's telling me something. Something that I can't figure out. I hate guessing games and so I can't think of the message that whoever's behind that thing wants to tell me. But one thing's for sure. Every little thing that's written there makes me happy.

After my work, I immediately went home to get some sleep. I badly need it. But the moment I closed my eyes, it's as if I understood the message that the things on the window wants to tell me. I don't want to believe it. I don't want to fall for that trap again. I don't want to get hurt again.

Morning came and I decided to listen to the radio. I know it would be much safer if I just plugged in my ipod on a speaker and listen to it but I don't know. I just feel like listening to the radio once again.

For a moment, my world seemed to stop. I know I should not be feeling this way but there's really something about him. I know he had hurt me a couple of times already but this is something that I never expected him to do.

He talks to me on the radio. He tells the whole country maybe even the whole world our little love story that never came to the happy ending for it was always cut in between. He expresses his feelings that I never thought he felt towards me. He explains all the wrong things that he had done.

Yes. It's Jerry that's talking in the radio. I didn't know he was a DJ before. But I didn't know that he had the courage to tell all these stuff on air.

"Good morning to all the listeners out there. Yeah. It's still me, Jerry. I know most of you are wondering why I'm doing this thing for a couple of months already. I don't know if this is the right time but I'm going to say the real reason now.

I'm doing this to get the person that I love the most back.

I don't know what has gotten into me to do this silly thing. I'm not even sure if she heard what I said for the past few months already. But as long as I'm not yet with her, I know I should continue doing this thing. This is the least that I could do to win her back. Well, aside from the daily messages that I post on the window right across her office.

I know I'm putting my career on line here. I don't even know if the supporters that I have before still supports me but I just know that I need to do this. I need to do every little thing to be with the one I love.

I know I've made a mistake. But don't you think, you should have at least given me a chance to explain? Well, I know you won't listen to me if we meet face to face but I'm really hoping that you'll listen to me this time and spare me some of your precious time.