Save Me From Myself

Breakfast

Austin had layed me down on my hotel bed. When he kissed my forehead my eyes fluttered open. "Austin, don't leave yet." I sat up rubbing my eyes. "I'll come back tomorrow". "Please" I almost begged. "I'm sorry they want me back to finalize something". I looked down at the floor. Then I got up to hug him goodbye. I kissed his cheek and went to say by to the crew. I gave them hugs.. And they were gone. I let out a sad sigh and went back to bed.

The next morning I immediately got ready with out even checking my phone which was a first. I put on a flowy tank top with skinny Jeans & studded high top converse to complete the outfit. After, I checked my phone to see Austin texted me about going for breakfast, just us two. I did a little happy dance. "How about Ihop?(:" I asked."Yeah sounds perfect(: what time should I come get you""I'm ready so whenever you want(:". He said he would "be there in 5" so I headed down the lobby. I saw  girls talking about how F4 minus Austin was at the hotel yesterday.

When I noticed Austins rental I quickly ran and hopped in, not wanting him to get noticed.

When we arrived he opened the car door for me. He was so adorable.

He had asked for a booth that was more hidden. The table was ready right away.

A: so why did you pick Ihop

Me: why wouldn't I? It's my one of my favorites and plus I know how much you like it.

A: You know me so well

Me: Well uh everybody likes Ihop you know? I hop, you hop, we all hop, for Ihop

I started laughing at my own horrible joke.

A: you're too cute

Me: but you get it right

I struggled to stop laughing, then cleared my throat. I blew the paper straw cover at Austin and it hit his right eye. He gasped and pretended to be a girl about it.

A: did you like seriously just do that

Me: oh my gosh stop, you do that voice to well

A: well your gonna pay for that

He winked and leaned forward over the table, then the waiter came out with our food. Yet another moment ruined. I was about to take a bite, but felt a pair of eyes on me. I quickly hid my face into my hands. I got so shy, but I tried to act like myself, but it was even more difficult that an attractive guy was watching me, plus I liked him more than a lot.

Austin went to my side of the booth and put his hand under my chin bringing my eyes to his.

A:don't be shy, just be yourself I promise I won't judge you

Me:I know, it's not that I'm worried about that-

A:what are you worried about?

Me:that my true self just isn't

He looked at me worriedly.

Me:I-a gotta pee

I walked away (like always) to avoid continuing the conversation. In the bathroom I just looked at my reflection disappointed as always. I fixed my hair and went back. Austin was back on his side.

Me:how's your food

A:great, yours

Me:amazing... So when do you leave

A:In two days

I got sad, but just nodded. After the meal we went for a walk. He randomly sat down on a curb. "Tie my shoe please?" I laughed at him& leaned down to tie it. We had found a cute pond and sat before it.

After a while he started to get up, but then I tackled him. "Wait I forgot something" I slowly lifted my hand to his face and lightly slapped him. I got up and sprinted, he chased after me. "You're fast!" he said before tripping over a rock.

He stayed there for a moment."Austin I'm not falling for this. Get up." He remained there so I was forced to go to him. I sat down on my knees. "Austin?" he looked up& pushed me backwards hoveing over me."You ass!""Told you I'd get you back" He leaned in for a kiss then just brushed over my lips & got up. I just sat there looking at him."What" he tried to say innocently."Oh nothing" I got up and headed towards the car.

The ride consisted of us blasting music. He stopped at a building. I was very confused, but I still followed him. He led me.to a recording room. I got so excited, my whole life I have wanted to be a musician. As I continued to look around I got an amazing feeling.

Me:This is so awesome, I don't know what to say

A: Maybe you can just sing then?

My eyes opened wide, it was insane. I jumped at the opportunity, but was nervous to sing in front of well anybody. I went by the microphone and started singing Thinking About You "A tornado flew around my room before you came" I glanced up at him, he nodded for me to proceed.

I finished the song relieved that I didn't mess up. Austin clapped "just, wow" was all he said, I blushed. "it's your turn". He got up and grabbed a guitar then watched me as he started to play OLLG. My heart melted right then, he had me smiling wildly. He was so perfect I wanted to do so many things to him. He got up and came closer to me. He was basically hypnotizing me with his voice. I took the guitar away as he kept singing then he grabbed me by the waist and we slow danced till he finished the song."So what did you think?"

I just looked up at him and kissed him forcefully. He kissed back instantly. We continued and he ended up pushing me into the wall. He put his tongue between my lips and I let him in. He really knew what he was doing. It became more intense and he lifted the back of my thighs so my legs would wrap around his waist. My hands were around his shoulders in his hair tugging. When he bit my bottom lip, I pulled his hair harder. He walked over to the studios couch and sat down while I was over him with my knees on either sides of his legs.

I broke the kiss, but only to bring my lips to his neck. I lightly licked before sucking. Then I gave him a love bite. I slowly released his skin to see I left a mark. I was quite satisfied with myself. He looked so surprised at my actions. I crashed my lips into his again then he layed me down. He planted kisses along my neck then got to my chest. His hands were about to pull off my top when the door creaked open. He quickly jumped off me and we both fixed our hair. In walked the crew and Rose. What the hell were they doing here. I looked to Austin confusedly and he shrugged. "did we interrupt something?"

Me:no

A:yes

We replied at the same time.

Me:well I mean yea we were just recording a duet cover, but uh no biggie

We both nodded in agreement & Austin whispered "nice save".

"Well let's hear it" someone stated and I got a little hesitant.

Me:I get stage fright

Al:just playback the track?

Shit. We didn't really record.

Me:fine we'll sing it for you guys!

I motioned Austin to join me by the mics.

Me:okay Austin is going to start "Lucky"

Thank God he knew the song.