It has been a week since he closed his eyes for the last time. All he managed to do was sit on the couch, staring at the wall and breath. He didn't have energy to do anything else.
Just staring at the empty walls because he already got rid of all of the photos with Minseok. It was too painful for him to look at them.
He tried to forget. His smile, his chubby cheeks, his cute and calming voice, him. But you can't forget about someone who made a huge impact on your life, someone you loved wholeheartedly, someone you would die for.
And Jongdae would. If he could, he would die for Minseok. He would save him that day. He would sacrifice his soul to save the one he loved the most. But would he really save him if he died instead of him? Wouldn't it be the same for Minseok if he died? Pain, suffering, sorrow, self pity, hatred ..
