It is not supposed to be
but I can not stop it sway
this feeling lurking inside me
makes me angry
and full of jealousy
I know
it shouldn't be this way
but what can I say?
you've taken it away
why? why cant I stop this feeling already?
Its wrong
it shouldn't feel this way
I'm still doubting everything
your every action
your every turn
So close yet so far away
cant you just tell me?
I'm waiting for you to say
to say something that's full of glee
Hurt
I shouldn't feel this way
you're not even mine
yet it feels this way
how should I deal with you ?
how should I let you know?
Grieving alone
can you not see?
tears on the corners of my eyes
I know
It should not be this way
8/22/16
