A Freak (Kellic)

I might be insane

   *****Vic's p.o.v*******

  I called kellin anytime I could but I'd alway be sent to voicemail! It's been 2 weeks since we last talked and I didn't want him to be mad at me or stop talking to me! I litterally just got him back and he actually likes me! Now I've gone and ruined it! I needed him in my life and if he wasn't , I'll make sure he stays in my life one way or another .

    I got dressed and snuck out the house at 12:50 a.m running straight to Kellin's house and climbing the tree by his window. I opened it (luckily it wasn't locked) and crawled it, locking the window and made my way to his bed. He lay there , curled up with a teddy bear in his arms and his hair all messy. The only thing lighting up the room was his night light , letting me see the many bags under Kellin's eyes and see his phone had been shut off.

   'But when Did he do it? Was it cause of me?' I thought and locked his bedroom door. I sat by his side and played with his hair for a few, smiling as he moved a little and his face in the blankets. I kissed his cheeks and shook him a little hard "Kellin?" I whispered. He moved a little then finally he woke up , yawning in his hand "mmmwhat?" He slowly opened his eyes, not fully awake till I pressed my lips against his, pinning him down onto the bed.

  Kellin squirmed and shook his head to get away from me but I wouldn't let that happen. I stopped kissing him and looked down at him, a smile forming on my lips "Why haven't you been answering my calls? Look I'm sorry for the whole derek thing-"

"You used me , Vic." He angrily spat, still squirming under him. "I didn't use you! I want to be with you I just...don't want to get bullied if I break up with derek. But I seriously do like you Alot!" I held into his wrists and sat on his stomach. "No your lying! Did you seriously forget that derek was the one who fought us both and now your dating him?! And now your scared that if the relationship is over so are you?! How stupid are you?! Don't expect me to come your way either just because you don't want to end it just for your fucking reputation!"

  He was right...

I'm stupid and I should have seen this coming..

I only have one more year of school so why should it matter?

  "Kellin-" instead of apologizing my anger came out instead , taking over so quick. "You know I wouldn't of dated derek if you just liked me! Or even gave me a chance! Always rejecting me in the worst way possible! I'm always the one to act like nothing happen and make you laugh cause that was the only thing I could get! Don't act like your so innocent cause you were apart of this too! All I wanted was you , kellin! The only reason I moved on was cause the doctor said you might not even wake up!" I yelled as I cried into his neck.

    Kellin stopped fighting and instead slipped his hands in mine, intertwining them slowly. "I know" was the only thing he said before pulling me into his chest. I sobbed and clinged onto him, trembling all over. "Don't leave me " I whimpered