Goodbye or hello?

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    (A/N : and here we reach the ending also the original ending was about to be derek kills kellin , Vic gets super sad , ends up killing derek and then kills himself your welcome for not being a total asshole)

*****Kellin's P.O.V******

Three months later

  Dear dad ,

This year has been everywhere and I wish I could tell you this in person but mom won't let me see you so this will probably be the last letter from me. I love you , I love mom ,and I love Vic but I don't love myself because I don't know who or what I am but I do know this , Vic is the best thing that has ever happened to me and now it's all being ripped away from me again. We're moving somewhere in Australia and unfortunately I'm crying once again.

Goodbye.

   I walk down the street , biting my tongue so I don't break down in front of so many people here and now. I don't want anybody to know how much of a coward I am or how much I cry. They don't need to know anything. They're not Vic...Vic..God I'm gonna miss him so much.

  He broke up with his boyfriend the day that he came to my house that night and took me out for a date and fuck it was romantic! He brought me to the carnival , had a picnic at the top of a hill , we walked around in the woods and at night , we held hands and shared a milkshake. I smile as I remember that and slid the letter in the mailbox then I walked back home.

   We've been dating for the past 3 months and now I'm going to have to end it just as quick as it started. "Kellin!" I heard Vic behind me, not to far and I swear I could hear him running. I look behind me and there he was. His black skinny jeans and and oversized shirt with a beanie on. He jumped on me with his arms wide open and finally wrapping around me. I wrapped my arms around him too , kissing his cheek. "See you later turtle!" He yelled as tony rolled his eyes, smiling. "See ya!"

  This reminds me of the first time we met but this time I'm not a nervous wreck and I'm actually hugging him. He let go of me and held my cheeks. "Where are you off to , pretty boy" he said. I smiled and just kissed him instead, wanting to keep his kiss with me. "Vic.." I looked at him then at the sky and back to him. "I-i'm moving to Australia" I said quietly while holding his waist.

    His smile dropped and he looked at me with such sad eyes , he pulled me closer by the shoulders and kissed me again. "I don't......i don't want you to leave...Kellin please! Please no don't leave you said you wouldn't leave me! Please!" He begged , tears running down his face. "Vic I don't want to leave you trust me this fucking hurts! I don't want to leave. I love you" I cries as well, hugging him tightly.

   "Kellin please!" He cried, his legs shaking so much and his hold on me only got tighter. " Vic.... I can't do anything, baby" I said, still crying and holding him. "Y-you can live with me! I can get a job and we can just live in a apartment! Together! We can do school and work after and for college you can go wherever you want and I'll stay in one close by!" Vic kept begging

"I'm not going to let you make that sacrifice" I shook my head and looked at him. "We can always skype and you can come visit" I said "it won't be the same buy it will have to do..." I held his cheeks and pressed my lips against his again as he kept crying. He wrapped his arms around my waist , pulling me close. "And one day when we're finished with school I promise we'll live together in a big house , just you and I , maybe a kid" I smiled saddly at him. "Look forward for that , babe and we'll get through. Promise me you'll stay happy."

   He nodded , smiling back at me with sad eyes. "I promise. When are you leaving?" Vic said quietly. "Tomorrow in the afternoon so we still have time but I have to pack" I said and that's when Vic's smile returned "then we still have time!  Come on let's go pack!" Vic dragged me to my own house and into my house , saying a quick "Hi!" To my mom then helping me pack , quickly. He giggled at some of my underwear so I'd have to punch his arm lightly.

  
   After all the packing , Vic locked me in my room and ran downstairs. "Vic!" I yelled, laughing and waited in my room cause I knew him well enough to come back with some kind of surprise and fuck was it a surprise.

  My mom walked in with Vic , smiling. "We talked" Vic smiled , eyes closed and looking like a innocent five year old, with his hands behind his back. I laughed a little "What did you talk about?" I asked "well Vic told me about the outside incident and your plans for when your older so with and exception,  Vic is moving with us. I called his parents , everything is settled." My mom said smiling at me.

   "I have to work and pay with your mom for the house you guys are moving in. I'M LIVING WITH YOU!" Vic yelled, jumping up and tackling me in a hug. I hugged back just as tight and kissed him a billion times. "Go get packed dumbass" I laughed. "Whore!" Vic giggled and ran downstairs and out the house to pack. I hugged my mom tightly , putting my head on her shoulder  "Thank you" i said quietly.

  She nodded "double trouble" she laughed a little. I smiled "and more pancakes!" I cheered and no danced around the room.

      I need Vic more then anybody else

Vic came back and left his stuff where my mom told him to leave it and tackled me on to the bed so he layed ontop of me. "I love you and I'll never leave your side" he sang in my ear quietly. "Your forever is all that I need, please stay forever with me" I sang back and kissed him again , my arms wrapped around him and his hands on my cheeks. "I love you" Vic said. "I love you too"

   (A/N: I am so thankful for the ones the that read , voted and/or commented. Everytime you guys comment I get really happy because I know I'm am shitty writer though some of you look past that and just enjoy my hidden jokes. I do have a new story out and I will make as funny as this one but it's gonna be weird. Anyway it's called "the doll" another Kellic ^-^ please go check it out and thank you)

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