Chapter 21

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 Sarah's P.O.V.

I'm stuck in this room for a week. I miss my girls so much. My life is like a hell. Dad is not talking to me. When I start to talk to him he just send me in my room or yell at me. I love him so much but now because of my bad decisions he doesn't want to talk to me. 

I was in my room writing a diary, it's the only thing I can do. Suddenly dad came. I thought he came to talk to me but he just managed me to go downstairs on dinner. 

I went downstairs and sat on the chair in the kitchen. I looked at my plate of rice but didn't eat. I looked at my dad as he looked at me and raised his eyebrow. 

"Eat that, now!" I rolled my eyes and started eating. 

When we finished I cleaned up. When I finished I went to the living room. I sat next to him and hugged him so tight. I put my head on his shoulder and started crying. He looked at me 

"Dad, please, ground me forever I don't care but please talk to me, please daddy, I miss you. I miss how you call me your princess. I miss your hugs, I miss everything about you. I know I did wrong but don't punish me like this. Please dad."

He just got up and said "Sarah, go to your room, now." 

I can't believe this. How could I be so stupid. He won't talk to me. I started crying harder and ran upstairs slamming doors behind me.

I fell on the ground crying, just crying. He won't forgive me. I can't stand this anymore.

I ran to my bathroom like crazy looking for something. Finally I found it, I found the razor. I took it and looked at my wrist and cut it. It hurt so much but I don't care.

I cried harder and harder. I make like 20 cuts. My blood was bleeding as my tears were falling down my face. I mad 21 cut but after that I felt dizzy and everything went black. 

 Zayn's P.O.V.

Her words hurt so much. I wanted to hug her so bad but I just couldn't. I heard her crying upstairs. I finally decided to give her another chance. I went upstairs to her room, she wasn't there. I entered to the bathroom and saw her lying on the ground. What did I do?

I ran to her and saw her wrist bleeding. Oh, God. My little daughter is cutting because of me. 

"Sarah, baby, get up." I cried "Get up, princess, please."

I took my phone from the pocket and called 911. They came in 5 minutes. They cleaned her wrist and told me she is going to be okay. Sarah was laying on her bed. She is so beautiful just like her mother. I was crying. My baby girl cut herself because of me. It hurt so much.

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