DECISIONS | by sunshineberry

Part5

Me: Ermm look Zayn I really liked you to and I still do but you see..... Ermmmm I you know never saw us in that position.

Zayn: (bites his lip) it's ok I guess it was not meant to be.....(look down)

Before Zayn was blushing and was looking flawless but now he was totally pale I felt really bad.
Me: no  I didn't mean that-
Zayn: no I get it I should be getting to the boys now

I held his hand before he could turn he looked down and I could see him blush but not smile. He looked up at me I quickly left his hand.
Me:you're not mad are u? (Biting lips)
Zayn: no you totally have the right. Anyways Ermm bye.

He walked out looking at the floor with the look on his face. I quickly walked out and and shouted  hey Zayn.  He turned around .
I bit my lips and spoke in a hopeful way : you see I feel something in between us. I guess so I hope so there's something telling me.

Zayn smirked and walked ahead I went back in I could see him smiling looking at the road and blushing. I don't know what to do I told Elly all bout it. I felt nervous wreck. My phone started ringing

Me.   Hey Niall!
Nial.  Hey love ! I was guessing would u like to hangout tomorrow
Me.    Sure

Tonight I'm in my bed and all I'll think about will be Zayn. I guess I like him........ Wttttt?!?!?! I'm crazy. I texted Zayn we need to meet tomorrow early morning. He replied sure babe at Starbucks ❤️