Mr. & Mrs. Perez *Trilogy To Ready 4 Love*

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~Jacob's POV

Nia fell right asleep when we did it and I felt horrible. I wanna punch the wall. She'll probably hit me over the head but I should be the one hitting someone over the head because she almost killed me! But imma let it go.

"I don't feel good Jacob."

I look down to see Nia who is up and so pale. She holds her hand over her mouth and runs to the bathroom. She comes back ten minutes later with a toothbrush in her mouth.

"Babe you ok?"

She shakes her head yes.

"You mad at me?"

Nia shrugs her shoulders then goes back into the bathroom. I'm confused at this point. Is she mad at me?

She comes out and lays on top of me. Her chin rested on my chest. I put my left hand under my head. She looked so beautiful from this angle, I don't know there was just something about how she looked up at me with here big brown eyes.

"Jacob?"

I snap out of my trance. "Hmmm."

"You're staring."

"What I can't stare?"

She smiles. "Question."

"Ask it."

She rolls off of me. "Why would I be mad at you. I mean I wanted it Jacob."

Pause. "You remember?"

"I remember you handcuffing me to the bed then giving me a talk then me begging for some." She says simply. "Those pills weren't that strong."

I drop my jaw. "You know you tried to kill me then."

Her eyes shoot out of her head. "I'm so sorry. I don't remember that."

I laugh. "It's whatever, but you killed the tv."

She laughs. "I'm sleepy."

I kiss her cheek. "Night."

~Nia's POV
-Two Weeks Later

I had to throw up so bad but I couldn't if Jacob was around. He would just start to put pieces together.

"Bye babe." Princeton says.

I wave to him and he closes the door. I run to the bathroom and puke my brains out. After the horrible scene I start to cry.

I'm pregnant...

~Jacob's POV

Nia's been weird lately but she was sexually assaulted so I'll give her as much space as she needs. I've been trying to hunt down my stepdad but with Nia being distant, my four year old daughter, and my job I can't find that time. I do little everyday but I just want him dead. I hate the nigga to the fullest! Every time I think about him I wanna kill him even more. To me he is already six feet under.

~Nia's POV

I am pregnant and I am so scared about this baby. I don't know who's it is. It could be Jacob's and it could be his stepfather's. What the fuck am I going to do?

My life is screwed right now. Completely screwed. I just want curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out.

After I showered I put on my comfiest pajamas and jumped into bed. I thought about what I'm going to do and how I'm going to tell Jacob.

Later on in the day I had to pick up Makayla and I remembered how simple it was to tell Jacob I was caring his child. Instead of me telling Jacob he found out.

"Makayla do you want a snack?"

She shakes her head. "Yeah mommy."

After making her snack I had to sit with her and help her with homework. After that I feed Princess then ate a whole bunch of snacks.

Princeton walked into the house when I was stuffing my mouth with a sandwich. I stopped and put it down while looking at him. He burst out with laughter.

I put down the sandwich. "Hey."

"Someone's hungry." he laughs.

He give him a side smile then start to walk upstairs. I feel him on my waist.

"Get off Jacob." I push his hands off of me.

"What I do?"

"Nothing." I walk up the stairs.

I hear footsteps coming up the stairs then lay face down on the bed. Jacob comes in the room and sits on top of me.

"Now why are you all sad?"

Since my face is all in the sheets I simply say "Ehh."

Jacob got off of me and I turned to him and got up so I was sitting up.

"I gotta tell you something." I say while playing with my fingers.

"I'm listening."

"I-I'm" I have a bad lump in my throat so I stop completely.

He brushes a strand of hair from my face. "Tell me babe."

"Forget it."

He looks in my eyes like he's searching for something. "Tell me when your ready."

"Really?" Usually he like tries to squeeze it out of me.

He nods with a weak smile. "Yeah, it looks serious. And I know you, your not gonna tell me."

"Later I promise."

He kisses my forehead. "I love you."

"I love you to."

He gets up and leaves the room leaving me confused. Maybe he understands that I don't wanna tell him but he is never like that.

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