Broken (a 1D fanfic)

Broken chapter 1

Hi, I'm Jasmine and my life is a living hell. My mom died when I was 10, I'm 16 going on 17 now, and my dad is an abusive alcoholic. He blames me for my moms death, and reminds me of it every time his fist connects with my face, over time, I guess I just learned how to make myself numb

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I looked at myself in the mirror, "Disgusting" I said out loud, I'm about 5'6" with dirt brown naturally wavy hair, I have puke green eyes, and I think I'm fat. My boobs are too big as well as my butt and thighs. I don't eat a lot though, I don't think I'm anorexic, I'm just used to not being fed and I don't get hungry. I looked at my scarred arms and legs and just wanted to die, "JASMINE GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE NOW!!!" My father slurred from down the stairs. "Shit" I muttered, I knew he was drunk, and there was no way I wasn't going to get hit tonight. I slowly crept down the stairs and stood before him with my head down. He looked at me with pure hatred in his eyes, then he grabbed me by my hair and slammed me against the wall, "you are a useless, piece of shit who doesn't deserve to be loved" he whispered in my ear, then he threw me on the ground and walked away. For a split second, I thought it was over, but I was wrong, I heard him coming back down the stairs and I tried to scoot away, but it was no use. I saw something gripped in his hand, it was a baseball bat. "Please Don't!" I screamed, but he didn't listen to me, as he repeatedly struck me with the bat. The pain was unbearable as tears streamed down my face. He suddenly stopped, "your weak" he said and he walked to the kitchen, and came back with a knife," I want the world to know how much of a weak, ungrateful, slut you really are." My eyes widened as he slowly started carving into my skin with the knife, it seemed like years before he threw the knife at the wall

And got off me, by then I was crying like crazy. "your still crying?" He questioned "I guess your never going to learn he said as he slowly started to undo his belt. I couldn't move, was he really going to do this to his own daughter, then I felt him undoing my jeans and I felt paralyzed, no matter how bad I wanted to run and scream I couldn't make a sound. My entire body went numb as he thrusted into me. When he was finally done, he got off and said " I hope you've learned your lesson" and left. I lay there half naked on the ground for about an hour, I heard him coming down the stairs, and I knew I had to get out. I was in so much pain, but I powered through and limped toward the door, I opened it, and forced my body to run. I ran until I was sure I was going to pass out, and I laid down on the side of the road, there were no cars coming, but I saw 5 shadows running toward me, I tried to sit up, but instead I let darkness take over my whole body.

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