Broken (a 1D fanfic)

Broken chapter 5

I sighed, I had been caught and now I have a lot of explaining to do. It doesn't matter if I'm not ready, I have to tell them.

"Okay, I'll explain" I said softly

"Lets go downstairs" zayn said

Niall and Harry each grabbed one of my hands and helped me up. I dreaded telling them, and I felt my heart in my throat as I made my way down the steps. I then sat down on the couch between Louis and Liam, zayn say next to Liam, and Niall and Harry sat across from me.

" I don't know where I start" I said taking a deep breath

"Start from the begining" said Louis patiently

"Okay", I took one more deep breath and started.

" well, I lived with my mom and my dad untill I was ten." I said trying not to cry from the painful memories, " when I was ten, I asked my mom if she would take me shopping so that we could spend some time together, and she thought it was a great idea. She told my dad, and we left. As we were driving her favorite song came on the radio and we both started to sing along. We were laughing and enjoying ourselves and my mom looked over at me and I looked at her, she had the most beautiful smile" I said still trying to choke back tears." Then I look and all I remember is seeing a huge semi truck coming right toward us, and then I screamed my moms name and everything went black."

The look on the boys faces were horrible, they all knew what happens next

"Then I remember being on a stretcher, and then I saw my mom, being zipped up in a body bag."

"I was fine, I had a few cracked ribs and a bad cut on my head, but my mom took most of the damage."

"After my mom died, I thought everything would slowly start to get back to Normal but it didnt. My dad started drinking, and he would hurt me, and tell me that my moms death was all my fault."

" I needed a way to escape the pain, so I started cutting, it helped me deal with the pain. And I stopped eating because my dad would always tell me I was fat."

"The abuse went on for almost 7 years, untill the day you guys found me."

"What happened that day?" Louis asks with misty eyes.

I hated doing this to them, they didnt deserve this stress and it wasnt air for me to unload all of this on them. I really didnt want to tell them about the rape, they would think I was discusting.

"That day was just like any other day, he came home drunk and he hit me, but then he left and started beating me with a bat. Then he-he went to the kitchen and cut my stomache up with a knife."

I slowly lifted up my shirt to show them the almost healed scars, and they all gasped and looked at my stomache, then back at me. I pulled my shirt down and continued to tell them the nightmare.

" then, I started crying and he said I needed to learn a lesson so he.. He..." I couldn't say it

"He what?" Harry asked, his voice low and angry. I started crying

" I didnt want him to" I stuttered " I told him to stop, but he just wouldn't, I couldn't stop him" I said between sobs.

Louis wrapped me in a tight hug

"Shhhh, it's okay babe, tell us what he did to you"

"HE RAPED ME!" I yelled as my body wracked with sobs

I didnt mean to yell, but that was the only way I could say it, and I broke down.

"HE WHAT!" Harry yelled as he stood up

"That son of a bitch" Niall cursed

Louis and Liam comforted me as zayn just stared at me with his hands clenched into fists at his side

I decided to continue, I needed to get it out

" he raped me, and left me there, so I got up and ran untill I couldn't take the pain anymore, and then I passed out and that's when you saved me." "You saved Me" I repeated.

I can't believe I just told these five boys who I barely knew all the painful secrets of my past. I felt so much better, and realized that I have a new future, I can live the life I always wanted to live.

All the boys came in and hugged me tight. I finally belonged somewhere, I was wanted, and I was loved. I have I feeling that things are going to get better. Much better

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