Broken (a 1D fanfic)

Broken chapter 4

JASMINE P.O.V

What happened, who did this to you?” Harry asked suddenly. I couldn’t tell them could I? I barely know them, if I tell them they will think I’m pathetic and send me back to my dad. I won’t tell them, I just can’t, they don’t deserve it. I’m finally safe now… Right?

Then, the memories came back, and I knew it was too soon to face reality. I felt a tear slip down my cheek, I never cry but I couldn’t stop them from coming, I sunk to my knees and started bawling. Niall came over and hugged me and for the first time I didn’t tense up and welcomed the gesture. When I finally calmed down I wiped my tears off my face, “sorry” I muttered

"You have nothing to be sorry for" Harry said. I just nodded my head then out of nowhere my stomach growled noticeably loud

"Somebody’s hungry!" Said Louis as he bounded over to the kitchen and started searching the  refrigerator 

"I’m hungry too!" Niall yelled to him

"Why am I not surprised" I heard Louis say, niall just smirked at him.

I then excused myself and went up to the room that had woken up in and went into the bathroom. I lifted up my shirt and all I saw was fat. The boys heard my stomach growl, I couldn’t just tell then I wasn’t hungry. How was I going to tell then I couldn’t eat? I guess I would just have to eat and then throw it up. I hated doing that, I’d rather just not eat but I guess I didn’t have a choice. Then there was a soft knock at the bathroom door.

"Um, jasmine, dinner is ready" I’m pretty sure I heard Liam say from through the door

"Okay I’ll be right out" I said

I collected myself and went downstairs and sat down at the kitchen table with the rest of the boys. Louis then set a plate in front of me, it had mashed potatoes, chicken, asparagus, and a small salad. As the other boys dug in, I hesitantly picked up my fork and started with the asparagus. After I was done with those, I felt like I would throw up if I ate anything else, since my body wasn’t used to this much food. But I couldn’t let the boys know that anything was wrong, so I quickly started to eat the rest of my food, figuring the faster I eat, the sooner I can get it out of me. By the time I finished everyone was in the living room watching TV and talking 

"Guys, I’m a little tired so I’m going to go up to bed." I said hoping they wouldn’t be suspicious 

"No problem, night love" Louis said smiling 

After all the good nights I went back to my room and closed the door. I waited a few minutes to make sure no one was coming to check on me, then I made My way to the bathroom. I quickly went to the toilet, pit two fingers down my throat, and all the food I had previously eaten came up. I was trying to be as quiet as possible while puking, but it didn’t work because soon there impatient knocks at the door.

"Jasmine are you okay, please let us in" they were all saying

"I’m fine" I choked back between sobs

"JASMINE OPEN THE DOOR!" Someone yelled

That was it, I gave up and crawled over to the door and unlocked it. All five of them stumbled in and I just curled up against the wall and started to cry

"Jasmine what happened" Liam asked worriedly as he wrapped his arms around me

I couldn’t respond, I couldn’t tell them. All of a suddenly I felt someone grab my wrist, harry. I knew everyone’s eyes were on my wrist, and then niall spoke up

"Are those, cuts?" He asked sadly

I couldn’t look at anyone

"Why?" Louis said

I sighed, I had been caught and now I have a lot of explaining to do. It doesn’t matter if I’m not ready, I have to tell them.