All these poems I read and write
Make me think I am right
About the way I feel
It is real and a cool deal
I am not alone
Sadness creeps to the bone
Same emotions crawl everywhere
Only need to see where
The darkness is everywhere
Despair, despair and more despair
Longing and not belonging
Is the only bane
No wonder I am not sane
No one to blame
All are caught in this web
Should runaway before I crack
Sickening ache in the chest
Knowing no end is in sight
Might as well give up the fight
Yes, world you were right
Naive and foolish to the core
Standing out like a thumb so sore
Your picture perfect world I gore
Guess out of sight and out of mind is so right
Should take flight
Out to the darkness in the twilight
Let me embrace it as my own
Into the black hole of this life
Thrashing in tears
This weight I will bear
My conscience it will sear
The maddening noise comes near
Swiped into the tornadoes of fear
Blackness and evil lear
A part of me , this is
Strangely no fear, no fear
To this place l hold dear
These depths are where I will lay
Neither here or there.
