Soulmate

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                                                                                   * Jenna *

it us currently 4:05 in the morning which means its only 2:05 pm back home, Jenna and Michael went to some amusement park yesterday and decided to stay at a hotel, I have no clue where Abby is but the other boys went out to drink so I am sitting on the couch watching the notebook and crying because even though im only 5 minutes in, I know whats gonna happen

" Hey Jenna." Calum says walking into the house

" Hey losers." I say not taking my eyes off the screen

" What are you watching." Luke asked sitting next to me

" The notebook." I say looking over at the boys " whats wrong with ash?" I say as he comes stumbling into the room 

" He's a little drunk." Calum said sitting on the floor

" HONEY'S I'M HOME." Michael and Lyric yell walking through the door

                                                                                * Lyric*

- later that night-

Its still so weird waking up and seeing Michael laying next to me, sometimes I forget and just assume that this was all a dream so when I walk down stairs and see 5 seconds of summer in my kitchen, I have this urge to just scream, I haven't really gotten to know the boys that well, other than what i already know, I know a lot about Michael already, but not enough

" How long are you guys staying for?" Luke asked shoving his 6th slice of pizza in his mouth

" we have 2 weeks left." Jenna said as Michael squeezed my hand

" and we are going to  France, the day after." Calum says giving Abby a side hug, they've been very touchy lately 

" how long?" I ask grabbing my plate and throwing it in the sink

" we tour around Europe for 4 months, then south america, and then we are going to North America, we'll be in Canada for a month then we start on the west coast of the first part of the US tour which is a month or two, after the Dallas show we have a two week break but we have to go back to Australia during the break for a interview and some other publicity stuff, then we start the second half of the US tour which is a month and a half, and we end in Philadelphia,PA." Ashton says reading off the paper in front of him

After all of that everyone kind of slowly started leaving the table, I started on the dishes, but the only thing I could think about was the fact that i wouldn't see Michael for almost 9 months, thats when I felt someones arms hug me from behind

" are you okay"

Michael

" yea, why?" I ask turning around and looking at him

" You've just been acting a little weird since dinner." He said moving my hair out of my face

" Well, I'm fine." I say moving out of his grip so that I can clean the table

" Why are you lying to me." He asked following me

" Michael." I say turning around 

" Lyric just tell me whats wrong." he says raising his voice

" Nothing!" I yell walking to our room and locking the door

I laid on my bed listening to the boys, Jenna and Abby ask Michael what happened, I couldn't really hear much since my door was closed and they were downstairs but something must of happened between them because the last thing i heard from them was Michael screaming whatever and that he was done and then the whole house shook as he slammed the front door shut. I know this all wouldn't of happened if I would of just told Michael what was wrong but I couldn't, this is his job, and I cant just get upset of him doing his job. I would of felt worse telling him, I don't want him feeling guilty for leaving me because he shouldn't, hes following his dreams and I don't want to be the one who slows him down. 

I'm not really sure when I fell asleep last night but its 8 am and Michael's still not home, everyone is still sleeping and the only other thing I have to do is watch tv

" Last night Pop Punk star and 5 seconds of summer's guitarist Michael Clifford was spotted at the reverb kissing his ex girlfriend Abigail Breslin, as most of you know at the Sydney 5 seconds of summer concert last month Michael's stamp went off and his  soulmate was a fan! is there trouble in paradise? or is Michael Clifford just not ready to settle down? " I stared at the screen as a video started playing of them kissing, I felt the tears sliding down my face and I wasnt going to stop them, and I wasnt going to stay here either. I grabbed my suitcase and shoved all of my clothing in it, putting my laptop and other stuff in a book bag. I slowly walked down the stairs making sure not to wake anyone and leaving a not

Dear whoever is reading this,

     I cant stay here, not with knowing that Michael kissed Abigail last night and he didnt come home this morning so I dont even want to know if he did anything or not, dont come after me or anything, I want you guys to enjoy the next week or so, ill be fine, you guys mean so much to me and I am so thankful that I got to meet you boys

                                                                                                    Love, Lyric

      Ps. Michael I hoped you enjoyed last night, i'm not sorry we ended things the way we did, good luck with your career, but we're done, soulmate or not