BAD [book 1] #WATTYS2016

Chapter 20~ hesitations

Since y'all are really confused about the Pov's I'm just going to list the time in the beginning of each Pov's to make it less confusing.

7:34 p.m

*imani

"I'm calling the cops" I rushed over to the phone.

"No please..." he stopped me

"What the fuck are you doing here?! you fucking bastard I should burn your ass!" I screamed

"I'm sorry...please let me explain" he tried to plead

I grabbed a lamp and bust it upside his head.

He collapsed and fell

I kicked him repeatedly

Getting all my anger and frustration out from him

I watch the blood ooze out of his nose and lips

I step back and sat on the bed,and try to catch my breath

He coughed

He slowly open his eyes

I got up and dragged him into the bathroom.

I sat him up on the chair and tied him to it

I grabbed a metal pole from one of the curtain rods and headed back towards the bathroom

"Fucking 15 years... you caused me nothing but torture!" I swung at him

"Do you know what it's like to get fucking constantly abused and mistreated everyday!" I swung at him again

"Please...stop" he said

I didn't give a fuck, I kept going

"THATS EXACTLY WHAT I SAID BUT DID YOU STOP?!? NO!!!" I hit him as hard as I could

A tooth fell out of his mouth

"My mother.... you took her away from me!" I punched him

"Imani...." he whispered

I kicked him in his nuts

"You see I ain't that little girl no more that you can just run over anymore.Im fucking all grown up now!!!" I jabbed in his dick

He cried out in pain

Blood was everywhere all over him

"I shouldn't even let you live" I grabbed a knife

"Please....you don't wanna do this...im sorry...im really am....imani I wouldn't ...come all this way for nothing...." he cried out

Tears fled from my eyes

I didn't wanna be known as a killer but this man broke me.He made me feel such terrible things a little girl shouldn't have felt

I dropped the knife

"Give me 1 fucking reason why I should let you breathe another day" I mean mugged him.

He coughed like crazy

I yanked him by his hair and pulled his head back

"You got 10 seconds to start talking or I'm slashing your ass up!"i was so close to touching his skin

"I just wanna make things right....please !!!!"he cried out

I released and looked at him

He was really crying.

"I miss having a family.i miss your mom and you and your sister.Its Been 3 lonely cold years.i just want it all back.I made such horrible mistakes and I've been praying to god night and day that things can get better for me and I'm here to start now.ive been going to church,i got baptized,and I'm a better man.Imani I wanna be the right father to you."he explained