BAD [book 1] #WATTYS2016

Chapter ~ 24 WAR

*kent

"What is this?" I asked Imani

"Don't worry about it just get out!" she pushed me

"No!" I pushed her down

Wait kent...slow it down. you just got out of rehab.Remember what Mr.Hampson said.

"Imani I don't wanna fight, the only reason why I came here is to give you that apology letter and tell you something that I know your not going to want to talk to me after this"i told her

She got back up and started to beat me across the head

"You ruined my fucking life !" she slapped, punched,and kicked me. I just let her.i deserve every hit

"Imani..." she pulled back

"Go to fucking hell!" she cried

"I lost my best ass friend.My only heart that meant something to me.My little sister...all because of your bullshit.Your brother danm bullshit! everybody bullshit!. I don't wanna hear nothing else from you!" she cried

I stared at her as she wiped her tears

"I found a man.A man that is going to do me right.A man that isn't going to expose me for sex.A man who isn't going to throw me under the bus!A man who isn't going to put me through so much torture.And a fucking man that isn't going to stab me in the heart repeatedly" she told me

I couldn't even look her in the face.I don't know why I was such an asshole to her.All she ever wanted to was love.I took her for granted and abuse her.

I should be dead more than just HIV's.

"I couldn't be any more sorry than I am right now" I looked down

"Why?" she asked

"Why what?" I asked

"Why did you do this to me? all I ever asked for from you is support and love" she said

"I don't know what drove me to that point.Honestly Imani you can't blame every mistake you had.Im not responsible with your sisters death.My brother and his friend are." I told her

She was quiet.

"Imani, not everything I did was good.I wish I could be dead right now but I know that's what god least expect me to do.Karma got me though.I was out here fooling around in these streets,and life ended up fucking me over." I told her

She still was quiet

"Imani I'm HIV positive" I slowly said and she looked up in shock

"What?" she looked at me

"I'm HIV posi-"

"Are you serious?!?!" she cutted me off

I nodded

"I'm not saying you have it,because I caught it after I stopped fucking you,but I just wanted to inform you" I told her

"I've been through rehab,ive stop smoking and drinking,im selling Run way,i have accomplished so much but yet still feel like dieng.Once again I'm sorry and I know I don't deserve you anymore.I wish you the best in life and every single day just know ima be sorry and Ima always regret ever doing those things to you.Goodbye Imani" I grabbed my stuff and headed for the door.

Just as I was about to open it, a tall dark skin man who was slightly taller then me was at the door with a phone in his hand

"Can I help you?" I Eye balled him

"Yeah Imani here?" he looked at me stupid

"Yeah" I simply said and walked out

"SAGE!" Imani came and hugged him