//venting chapter, no memes sry
I didn't mean for this to happen, to let my heart fall for you.
But it did.
It fell for your coquettish grins and seductive behavior.
It fell for you hard.
Too hard.
Because now I'm stuck in this magnetic pull of feelings for you.
And I just can't find the strength to pull away and move on.
It's an endless cycle of heart break.
We talk
We laugh
I develope more feelings
You leave abruptly
I act like I'm not eagerly waiting for you to text each day
I realize you're not coming back/ you don't reciprocate the same feelings as I to you
I distract myself with other people, trying to move on
You come back
We talk
We laugh--
I'm stuck in this endless cycle of confusion and headache.
At this point I wouldn't mind you just saying you don't reciprocate the feelings so I can officially move on and end this painful cycle.
Because each time you come back,
Everything gets even more confusing.
Feelings strengthen
But my heart weakens
"The more I look, the less I see."
