SHE IS LOST

prologue

Hard to believe that I meet the love of my life when she was going through so much it she inspired one of my songs it was called she I have heard of me I forgot to introduce myself my name is Zayn Mailk

Yes the one that wasn't One Direction yes the one that went to be a solo artist yes the one that still close with the boys could people don't think they're still there there's a lot of changed my life for one I still do my own music but I went back to One Direction as well we'll figure that out as The Story Goes anyway how did I meet my beautiful wife Kat it a long story the year was 2015 I was just starting to work on my new album and everything and people thought the me and the boys were in a war but we weren't they understood why I left and everything and they were starting to have problems with management themselves to swell the only one that we still stuck with of Simon and Paul those are the ones that we could trust believe it or not even though I'm an RCA records people don't know it but I'm still making money for Simon because the thing is Simon has shares in RCA records so it's good to know that I'm still working for him so I'm staying loyal is just things so with me being in One Direction just wasn't going good right now I need to step out and find myself at first anyway like I said the year was 2015 when this all went down

2015

It was a day like any other day I was chilling relaxing at my house when I got a call from one of the boys wanted to go out since they were in town I said you had to be cool because I haven't seen them in a while since I left the band and I just thought I had a big falling-out with Naughty Boy and I should have known that Lewis was right and we did have a bit of banter and everything between the two of us on Twitter there but I apologize to him and he apologized to me so we're all cool again anyway for right now after I got a call from Niall asking me if I wanted to head out I said why not sure because to tell you the truth I really need to get everything back in order I'm sick and tired of being played. Because one thing's for sure things have been going this good but me and Perrie so me her and a broken up and then there's the thing about me dating Gigi Hadid we did try it but it wasn't what we both wanted we're still good friends though she has my back if I ever need her she was there which was great but to tell you the truth right now I'm just trying to figure out where do I stand when it comes to my love life don't get me wrong I still do care of perrie and Gigi just now I'm not wearing that when I was with Perrie Edwards after 4 years she cheated on me. The right now maybe I just need to go out and hang with the lads be good to see them again so what that I decide to get ready

A hour later I met up with the boys at the nice guy you see right now I'm in Los Angeles where I can live in for a bit to work on my album and the boys are all in town here anyway like I said we're all getting ready to meet up there soon as I got there the first person that spot was Harry

Zayn - hay mate long time know see

Harry - yeah you do know it was not the same one that you're right man but then again we're just about to finish up and I'm getting ready to start doing that movie Dunkirk oh by the way just so you know I have to cut my hair for it

Zayn - never thought I'd see the day that Harry Styles cut his hair LOL so what you going to do with all your hair when you do that

Harry - I'm going to donate it so they can make cancer wings out of it or something like that I'm going to put it to good use I'm not going to let that precious hair and mine end up in the garbage LOL

Zayn - yeah so are the other boys here

Harry - Liam and Niall are just getting some drinks and in the bathroom somewhere he should be out shortly

Zayn - good except for all the b******* I went through the day I need something strong to drink and that I tell you I don't know what to do it's kind of hard to figure out I mean you think you have it all you think you have to love your life then she started cheating on you and putting you behind off the wedding and everything you don't know how to feel so then you start dating someone else but you feel like you and her are better off just as friends cuz you can't seem to get past the other person but then you feel like you need someone in your life too and then he gets f***** over by a person that you thought you could work with yeah I guess you guys are ready they're naughty boy wanting to ride on my coattails and everything I know one thing's for sure I just got to figure this out where I stand right now in boys and wasn't because of you guys that I left I just really couldn't figure out the direction I wanted to go on anymore no pun intended

Niall (- walks up to them after over here and everything) we all need to find yourself at some point man if you ever feel like you want to come back to One Direction so the door's always open you know that right you're never going to replace it because it's not the same

Louis - you're right man it's definitely not the same without you you know how difficult your parts are the same LOL

Zayn - I know what you mean I got to get ready to head to the bathroom be back in a minute

A little bit I know that after when I was heading back from the bathroom later I would overhear a girl in trouble little did I know that girl one day would soon become my wife little did I know that she had a lot to deal with little did I know that she would come a lot of my inspiration