white noise [kth]

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(AN: *wiggles eyebrows*)

My door flies open, startling me.

I snap my head towards the door, and see Taehyung walk in, slamming the door shut behind him, and I look at him confusingly.

"You're driving me fucking crazy." He groans and looks at me. "H-huh?" I ask, softly. "You're driving me crazy, Maerin." He slowly walks over to the bed, and sits by me, burying his face in his hands. "I-I'm sorry?" I raise an eyebrow, and suddenly, he shoves me down onto the bed and hovers over me, making my heart race. "T-Taehyung." My eyes become wide. His hands travel down my sides, feeling every curve in my body, making me shiver like crazy.

He leans in closer, breathing down to my neck, making me nervous even more. I try to squirm around, but he pins my arms down, leaving me motionless. He leans down even closer to my neck, looking up at me with dark eyes. "I can't help myself anymore." He whispers. All of a sudden, his soft, cold lips make contact with my neck, kissing me softly, sucking and nibbling my skin, making me squeak. My heart races and my breathing hitches. He nips softly below my ear, making me gasp, and moan a little. "Tae~ngggg!" I call his name, making him smirk as he begins to kiss my sensitive spot. I try to move my arms, but he won't let them move. He continues to kiss me, and I bite my lip, trying to hold in the pleasure I got from his lips on my neck. I then feel his hands move from my arms down to my waist again, gripping me, and pulling me closer, pulling my body against his. His lips travel from my neck, up to my chin, and he stops, and looks at me in the eyes again. "Fuck baby." He groans. "I can't hold back my feelings for you anymore... I want you." He says in a low voice, making me tremble even more. His hands travel further down, and under my bottom, gripping my butt cheek, and pulling my body up against his. My breathing is heavy. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I'm sorry Taehyung.... But I can't do this.

My heart is racing like crazy, and I mean crazy. But I just can't do this. My mind is racing with thoughts right now. He looks at me in my eyes desperately. "I-I. I'm sorry, Taehyung. I-I just..." I push him off me gently, and sit up, scooting away from him slowly. "I'm sorry. Fuck. What the fuck is wrong with me." He mumbles. "N-no it-" he cuts me off. "I get it. I-I'm sorry." He nods his head slowly and gets up, exiting my room.

No, you don't.

If I lose you, no matter what, I'll be heart broken. But if I love you and lose you, I don't know what I would do.
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My mind is still racing from yesterday. All I can think about is Taehyung. The whole day, Taehyung, Taehyung, Taehyung.

I've sort of been avoiding him, or just, not being myself around him. I was quiet, and found myself breathing heavily around him. Jin immediately noticed my behavior, like a mother and with her own child. He pulled me off to the side, while all the boys were in the living room.

"Mae, are you alright?" He asks me softly. "Y-yea... W-why wouldn't I be?" I hesitate. "Bullshit. Maerin. What's wrong?" I look him in the eyes, silently. "Nothing Jin. I'm fine. I promise." I give him a convincing smile. He sighs, "Right... Well... Mae, you know that if any things wrong you can talk to us okay?" Jin flicks my forehead softly. I force a small laugh as he rolls his eyes and walks back to the kitchen. I stand there for a bit, trying to calm myself before joining the boys in the living room.

"Guys we need to discuss the plan for tomorrow." Namjoon plops down on the couch, and all the boys follow. I walk over, and take a seat next to Hoseok.

"Alright. Well. Tomorrows the day we've been waiting for. That trucks coming, with all kinds of goodies for us." Namjoon smirks. "Fortunately, for us, because Jung Min is dead, the rest of his gang members are not going to be hitting up the truck, leaving all the toys for us to take." He rubs his hands together.

"So, here's the plan." He pulls out a map, blueprints and pictures, laying everything on the table.

"Jungkook, Jimin, Hoseok. you three will be following the truck as it exits the base. You need to arrive at the base before the truck leaves, so that you can track it. You'll be hiding discreetly, on motorcycles. Don't get too close to the truck though, we don't want to make the driver suspicious. As for Tae, Yoongi, Mae and I, we'll be waiting further up from the highway, away from the base, on motorcycles as well. We'll be waiting to hear from you three, and you'll let us know when the truck gets close. That's when we'll stop the truck, and jack it. Jin, you'll be waiting in the van. We'll let you know when to pull up, and then we'll load up all the weapons in the van." He explains. "Then," his finger travels up the map. "We'll need to lay low that night. We drive up the old trail, and destroy the bikes. Hop in the van, drive out more, avoid any cops, and camp outside the city for the night, and head back home the next morning." He nods to himself.

"Simple plan right?" He looks up at all of us, slouching back on the couch.

"Well, everything you come up with seems to always work hyung." Jimin nods his head. "Sounds like a plan." Hoseok agrees.

"Right, we'll I got us some outfits for the heist." Namjoon chuckles, standing up and grabs 2 big bags, setting it on the table.

"Why do you care so much about clothes...?" Yoongi complains.

Jungkook chuckles. "You know hyung... If he's going to do something, he better look good doing it." He crosses his arms, shaking his head.

"I got black leather jackets for us guys." He digs in one bag, and pulls out nice black jackets, all different, but similar. He throws those at the boys, along with some nice black pants.

"Alright, and for our princess here," he pulls out a black leather jacket, skinny black leather pants, and a pair of black wedged combat boots. I look at him in wide eyes. "I have to wear this?"

"What do you wanna wear, sweat pants and a stained tank top?" He scoffs and hands me the clothes, and I examine them. "Fine." I sigh.

"Alright, so are we all set? Well get everyone loaded up in the morning. Everyone up at 5." Jin stretches, and stands up. "Get to bed, we need to be prepared for tomorrow."

I nod, and stand up, holding my clothes, and walk to my room. Just as I'm about to shut my door, Tae glances at me, giving me an apologetic look. Is he still mad at himself from yesterday...?

I shake it off, shut the door, throw the clothes on my dresser, and climb into bed, and stare up at the ceiling.

I'm not going to lie. I'm nervous as fuck. What if someone gets killed tomorrow?! No Mae don't think like that. No ones going to get killed. Relax. Just, be calm.

I breath heavily, continuing to stare up. I finally feel my eyes shut, and let my body fall into a deep slumber.

(HA BTCH U THOT THEY WAS GONNA DO THE DIRTY. I feel like it's still a lil too early.

But I didn't say it was possible that it might happen.

Not yet at least.

Anyways, sorry for makin y'all wait a lil. I been having some atuff going on with my family and school and stuff. I will try my best to get back to updating fast.

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